You know when someone else ***** up
But you apologize first
Because being mad is too much effort
And you expect an apology back
But instead all you get is
"It's Okay"
Those seven letters make me think of seven more letters that describe my feelings for you:
**** you"
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 10:12 PM UTC
Spending the first minutes
Of the new year in
The shower
So I can cleanse myself
Of all the **** that happened
In 2014
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 11:51 PM UTC
No longer kissable
Not soft and plush
Cracked and sensative
Stinging inside
Layers ripped off
Simply unavoidable
Chapped lips are like my life
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 7:37 PM UTC
It's not that I want to die
It's that I don't want to live anymore
Because there's a difference
Dying is for people who don't have a choice
Not living is for people who are too fragile to care
I guess I'm a fragile one
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC
My 1 am thoughts
Make me wonder why I try
To impress myself
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 1:01 AM UTC
It's scary to think
love comes with so much pain, but
No one stops loving
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 9:26 PM UTC
I didn't ask to be in pain 24/7
I didn't ask to watch myself crumble
I didn't ask to see myself shot
I didn't ask to be broken
I didn't ask to watch blood seep from my skin
I didn't ask to see you love someone else
I didn't ask for this
I didn't ask to live
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
When I was little
I could spin for hours
But now I get sick at the thought
When I was little
I was fearless
But now Im scared of myself
When I was little
All I wanted was to grow up
But now I want to rewind
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC
Thinking is a funny thing
We never seem to stop
Even in our deepest sleeps
Our mind is full of thoughts
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 5:28 PM UTC
If sleep is for the weak...
Then why am I the one with dark circles and slow thoughts
That creep inside my head as the sun starts to stop
If sleep is for the weak..
Then why do I feel so afraid
To take a pill for sleepless nights
That my mind will fight and fight
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 10:54 PM UTC