I shouldn't be forced to live in this ****** up world.. it's no fair.
Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 4:59 PM UTC
Today i was feeling sad, as usual.
So i starting crying, you know the usual?
What can make me feel better?
The cigarette shorts my mom left here.
The whine i always mix with my juice.
After that i do the usual..
Sit here, in this cold house alone.
Even tho it's my mom's day off she doesn't wanna be home!
Or even worse, she doesn't wanna be with me.
As i come down from my buzz
I notice that I'm still sad and still wanna fuss.
But hey, at least for 15 minutes my problems went away.
It's not like my mom is gonna have something to say.
She'll just by more liquor that'll come up missing the next day..
When I'm sad again and will have something else to cry about,
Don't feel bad for me..
it's just the usual.
Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 12:39 AM UTC
No one understands
Not even a lil bit
I'm always the mean stuck up *****
No one really knows
no one comments on the nice feelings i show
you see i yelled at a boy who wouldn't get out my face.
But i also gave five dollars to another body earlier that day.
But guess what the talks about?
About how i just snapped and tried to hurt him.
but if i just cry in side I'm acting different. Take some steps in my shoes.
Just take a couple.. take your time because it's double the trouble because your not used to being alone your used to having dinner server when you arrive home
Oct 8, 2013
Oct 8, 2013 at 12:49 AM UTC
Ok.. so i kinda think i found him
He's cute and is a positive person..
I like him.
Yea i think i do ..
but im not sure, ya know?
Cause boys "like" u but end up like ghost.
But he's different.. i like his vibe
He's different.. so imma give him a try
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 6:46 PM UTC
I know this girl with red bouncy curls
she's the nicest person in the world.
She does for people who doesn't do for her.
Shes a positive soul who speaks positive words.
she's perfection. I swear she is,
wait till she has a perfect husband.. and has perfect kids.
she's a wonderful gal who drinks tea and does homework.
she's my bestfriend, & i love her.
Sep 23, 2013
Sep 23, 2013 at 5:05 PM UTC
You don't know me but let's act like you do.
When you say you love me I'll say I'll love you to.
Lets fake it until we make it, i guess.
Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 1:05 PM UTC
I really want you to miss me.
Not "imu" but "i miss you lene"
I want you to notice that I'm gone.
Because you frustrate me but your never@home
But see when i am.. its nunu shutup ****
Is get out my face do the ****** dishes.
It's not my fault you're hungry.
Well it's not my fault you don't have money.
If you didn't want a kid why did u have me?
I woulda been happier to be in a basked..
Awaiting for a stranger to see me on his doorstep.
Because you see that silence hurts when i tell you something important.
You see they say I'm loud at school but at home she's unwanted..
Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 12:51 PM UTC
I need a break ..nope not like kit-kats
Not like passing time in a school
not like vacation worried about who's down at the pool.
I need a real one.
Not to just get away from home.
I needa break before i break down like stone.
Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 6:37 PM UTC
Im just supposed to like you ?
Naah im good.
Not to put u down or mess with your man hood.
not to sound conceited or stuck up.
But if you hear lies your whole life you would do the same stuff.
That sweet talking **** is nothing.
The hi beautiful , what are you doing ?
The i love you but i don't really know you.
The im not like other guys let me show you.
You all are using the same lines. The same foolish **** The same pointless lies.
But .. guess what ? I've finally learned the game
You know the one where u "like" us but we end up getting played? The one where you play with are minds until we catch feelings.. about a week after that we'll need some healing. You'll take the feelings throw them away say you never liked us & throw it in are face that you just wanted one thing didn't give it so you got erased. Ya'll act like having hoes is godly & that yall should all be praised **** BOYS.. im done
Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 10:47 PM UTC
I might be wrong
but in my eyes are generation doesn't love.
Maybe there was a expiration date back then
That if you'd liked someone you'd better make it quick.
The older generation took are love..
& now brainwash us saying all types of stuff
Like " your to young to fall inlove"
Because you see , true young love are only in old movies.
They took it away as if we didn't deserve it.
They took are love , put it up & now we struggle to do lovely stuff.. don't ask about this because they don't admit it. They have all are love & won't give us ****
Sep 8, 2013
Sep 8, 2013 at 9:24 PM UTC