every time i see your headlights come up the road
and pull into my drive
my stomach turns and my heart races
just like the first time i saw them
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 5:05 PM UTC
You are the stars I see in my dreams
Not like the ones in space
You are brighter and bigger
And light up the sky more than the sun
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 7:32 PM UTC
fragile aren't you
no more running
no more walking
your bones have lost their strength
your mind has wondered off
will it return?
do you remember the simple things
like names
and numbers
or the color of his eyes
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 7:56 PM UTC
in a mere second, the words "i can't live without you" become a simple cliché that diminishes from the tip of his tongue and slips right through his lips
words that you once heard from his intoxicating voice
thinking about the nights when you felt so alone beside him, craving for his touch
he was an addiction, a drug, a dependency, and a virus
you were an addict of love, of something that no longer exists
as you try to crawl your way back to what you can't have
and when its 3 am and your ears are pounding
its his name running through them
but he has music playing in his ears
while the addiction continues to dominate you
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 2:40 PM UTC
breathing together
you and i
all in one motion
we are one
i feel your fingers on my skin
mapping the sky on my back
adding each constellation
one by one
and then my mind goes back
to the simple things
like the first time my hand fit gently in yours
or how your lips felt on mine the very first time
in my head i remember your whispers
the little things you say to me
and how i get that feeling in my stomach when i think
about how you give me goose bumps
i have never felt this way
but i am sure glad
this feeling won't go away
the feeling of you and i
Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 10:05 PM UTC
i do not understand
why you only see your flaws
when you are so wonderful in my eyes
i watch you perform
i watch your eyes light up
and i see the smile on your face that is rare these days
you may think you aren't good enough
but if you could only see how wonderful you are
how you continue to inspire me and all of us
how much envy i hold when i see your talents
i wish i had your confidence
and the ability to do what you do
i hope one day you realize the wonderful things that you do
are not just for others
but for you
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 3:31 PM UTC
"no no no" he said
and he tuned his back away from me
and grabbed his backpack and jacket
in one swift motion
he was out the door
and he was destroying everything and everyone in his path
including himself
and soon
he had nothing
he had no one
and he wanted it all back
but he never said a word
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
and as she saw his face amongst all the others
she wondered of she would ever see him again
her curiosity got the best of her
and she followed him down the road
through the other hundred faces
and she started running
faster
faster
and when the path cleared
his face was gone
just like it had been for years
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 9:29 PM UTC
i can't help but feel like i am partially to blame
for everything that happened to you
i left when you needed me
and now when i see you and you smile at me
i know it is out of shame and pity
and you try to say hello
but i hear the shaking in your voice
and i saw the signs
and i saw the markings that lead you to where you are now
and i think about what i could have done to change this
but remember you didn't want to be changed
but i tried to hard
and i heard you crying for help
but why didn't you accept it?
was it attention that you wanted
did you get what you needed?
and i heard you screaming and swearing at me
dont look at me like that
how could you
and i know you were mad because i intervened
but i couldn't let you waste away
although look now
where have you gone?
where will you go from here?
i passed you yesterday
and we looked at one another
and then we looked away
not saying a word
not even a smile
or a wave
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 9:04 PM UTC
The windows are clear, but filled with memories of long rainy days, tear stained sheets, and soft blankets.
As I watch from the other side of the glass, I wonder if you are looking too. The sky is soulless and dark, but maybe somewhere, you are wishing on a star for those stains to go away as the moments replay over and over.
We have faded from one another, and time still went on. The words "I can't live without you" turned out to be a simple cliché that diminished from the tip of my tongue and slipped through your lips.
And as I look out this clear window, holding the sheets that once held us, I look back to those nights where I felt alone with you beside me.
And maybe some day, we can clean the sheets together. We can look out this window and watch the night turn into the morning again. As for now, wherever you may be, know I wish you happiness and hope you think of me.
Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 10:32 PM UTC