I put your number in my speed dial.
I am not able to push send.
I am sorry.
Depression wins.
Mar 5, 2021
Mar 5, 2021 at 9:59 AM UTC
I miss you...
I feel the vibration of your voice on my neck as you whisper secret promises... brush your thick lips on my shoulder...
inhaling my scent...
leaving a perfect wet kiss on my lips...
your playful brown eyes pleading deep into mine...
mesmerizing me...
taking my hand, leading me to the bedroom...
Nov 17, 2020
Nov 17, 2020 at 5:59 PM UTC
Morning hues expose my timorous state.
Desperation leads me to cover my face.
Look close to see my vulnerability.
Stand next to me, feel my warmth seep from me.
People steal my tenderness, my energy, my positivity.
Leaving me naked and nugatory.
I learned to hide the physical trace.
Only I know the truth, feel the abuse.
In the night agitation kicks in.
No way to sleep, only to weep.
Safely locked. Deep in my private thoughts.
In the night I can be me. I reach for my secret sins.
I need to feel free and no longer nugatory.
Morning comes again.
Time to cover my sins.
Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 9:04 PM UTC
I feel
Numb
Sick, Unwell
I feel
Wretched
Rage, upset
I feel
Unnerved
Inconsolable, Disturbed
I feel
Used
Heartbroken, Verboten
I feel
Dead
Gone, Sad
Forgotten
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 7:55 AM UTC
