I know you're talking
I hear you
I know you're watching
I can feel your stare
I know you notice
When I leave the room
But it's how it feels
When all you are
Exists but it's not alive
I know you're talking
But I don't know why
I know you're watching
But why do you care
I know you notice
But why is it me
Slowly I stopped living
But I still existed
I was still breathing
Jun 26, 2016
Jun 26, 2016 at 1:15 AM UTC
I faced my devils
Now you're facing yours
Are you keeping me around for security
Or do you mean it when you tell me
That you love me
I broke myself down
I bled myself dry
And it seems to me
That I'm watching with my broken eyes
As you do the same
I found my way back through the pain
That my method acting brought me
And now I can only sit and watch you
While you take your pen
And follow in suit
I'm trying to be okay
I'm trying not to push you away
But the devils I forgot to face
Are the ones that arise when love
Is at stake
I believe you when you say you love me
But it's been a while since I've been loved
And every time they leave me
For every reason they said they loved me
So forgive me
I'm still broken
I am whole in more ways than I ever was
But I'm still broken
When it comes to the thought
Of losing you
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 12:33 AM UTC
Oh Honey,
You can't slither like a snake
Then act like you have a backbone
You can't burn the world down
And expect it to rise from the ash
If your cold heart finally thaws,
I hope you're crippled by the mess you've made
Because you can't clip a birds wings
And expect it to fly higher
Oh Honey,
You can't start a fire
Then expect not to be burned
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 9:20 PM UTC
Little boy, looked us straight in the eye
He jumped off the bed
And ****** himself saying
"It's pecker time"
He opened his mouth
And he pointed in
Because grandpa said
And grandpa did.
Little boy, four years old
Wouldn't sleep at night.
"The witch" he'd cry
"Lives in the street lamp.
The witch will come for me!"
He'd scream and cry.
No one knew why,
But grandpa did.
Apr 1, 2016
Apr 1, 2016 at 8:50 PM UTC
You drink to what I have
And don't,
To what I want,
And lost.
Here's to you,
And your bitter soul.
Cheers.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 2:41 PM UTC
All I want is what I can't have
There's a plague in me
As I walk these streets
with the water soaking me
To the surface comes everything
that I kept buried
It feels like everything in me is collapsing.
I can feel the earth shake
It feels like I'm losing everything
I've ever held at an arms length.
Maybe it's meant to be
but I can feel it slipping away.
In this cold bitter storm
I walk in the streets.
When the drops of rain kiss my cheeks,
I close my eyes
And feel the things I hold in deep.
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 3:05 PM UTC
We blossomed from the death of leaves
And flourished before the snow froze our hands
...Autumn, Winter
Rebirth of the world thawed us
Before the ripples in the water could settle
...Spring
With every sun rise and sun set
From the heat to the return of that chill
When our hands found each other again
But I fear
That like my name I'm just a season
My time will come to pass
And you'll find someone, and it'll last
...Summer
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 1:12 AM UTC
Stop trying to hold me still
I'm sure you mean well,
But your grip can ****
Your voice is haunting me
How can I find my way
When you're holding so tightly?
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 9:27 PM UTC
I'm at a loss for words
It's like you took them from me
With the last glance you shot me,
And replaced them with the pain
I didn't expect from losing you.
This is my first breakdown
Four months after you walked away
I'm mourning you,
No words exchanged.
Left with
Unanswered questions
And unreturned feelings
I still love you
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 9:22 PM UTC
I close my eyes to hide from the dark
Who knows what's lying there, fighting to come out
Can't you hear me screaming for some help
I'm crying from the sight
I'm dying to get out
Can you see what's hiding in the dark
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 1:33 PM UTC