i do not know
it is me being too much
or
it is he being so careless
all i know was
it is hard to forgive
but i keep repeating
the same thing
forgive
hurted
forgive
hurted
forgive
hurted
hurted
hurted
hurted
why love can be so painful?
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 8:57 AM UTC
you took so many place
in my heart
that i almost can not find
a home to stay
you burn it all
but i can not say a word
it is my fault
for loving you too much
i love you too much
Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 10:27 AM UTC
for the feelings that
i have felt for you
i am really sorry to feel
that way
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 12:13 PM UTC
to you,
im sorry for all the bad things that i said to you yesterday
im sorry for all the negative thoughts that cross into my mind whenever i hear you doing things
its not like i dont believe in you but i just get nervous that you might get someone better there
im sorry to hurt you yesterday
i cant say that i didnt mean to hurt you, i want to hurt you as hurt as possible wondering if you feel my pain too
i want to break you once so if something really bad happen to us, youre going to be strong, we are going to be strong and hold onto each other
im sorry for all the lies, thats my way to hurt people. telling them lies and hurt their feelings im sorry for doing that to you
actually it was hurt to see you hurting
i cant even breathe theres a heavy weights in my chest i cant breathe
i love you so **** much and i hope your feelings will never change
anyway thankyou for loving me all this time
Thanks to God for let me be by your side
i prayed for you every night, Thanks God that i have someone like you in my life, telling Him how much i adore you that i always begged Him to keep you healthy and okay
i love you seriously
i was lying yesterday
im sorry
i believe in you this whole time its just that i kept making a reason to hurt you
i believe in you
i believe in you
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 11:07 AM UTC
the sooner the sun comes up
the bigger your shadows get
a good beginning don't always
have a good ending
if the progress were slow, there is a reason why
so don't cry my friend
pain is a part of being young, they say
Jun 30, 2017
Jun 30, 2017 at 10:55 AM UTC
someone told me that to love or to be loved,
you must ready to take a risk
love will always make you feel both
happy and sad
love will always make you feel confuse
about giving more or taking more
love will always make you feel full
either of joy or tears
love will always make you grow
to be a better person or another person
love will always make you taste
the sweet and the bitter
love will always
make you
feel weird
but also
blessed
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
let me tell you about myself;
i used to end relationship quick with people;
i told them that i can't have relationship with them, i told them things that made them give up on me, i told them that i can't.
i used to throw away all the feelings i have;
everytime my feelings grow, i always cut the roots and let it die.
i used to treat people who loves me so badly.
i used to ignore them,
i used to hold myself for love,
i used to be so cruel about people's feelings.
i used to do bad things to people around me and myself.
now you know that,
will your feelings still grow on me?
Feb 14, 2017
Feb 14, 2017 at 12:22 PM UTC
everything's my fault for being too cruel.
i push him away as far i could yet he's still trying to reach me but i hurt him like everyday i throw the knives in her heart. i told him how much i can't fall for him with a really hurtful way. my friend told me that he loved me so much that he cried because of me.
i've tried to love him, to feel the way he feel for me. i look at him so often, that our eyes met. i didn't like him at first, maybe until now but it hurts knowing that he's no longer waiting for me. i know i'm too cruel but nobody ever help me to fix myself.
i'm being so happy all this time knowing that there's someone who truly loves me and i will just make him stay like that because i believe that he will wait for me, no matter how long is it. i'm being so happy that i finally got a loyal ones, the one who would wait for me. i'm so happy that my story would have a happy ending.
but i'm wrong.
love can't be like that and that's not love if it's only one person that feel it. love won't wait forever if you don't make a move and hold it close to your heart. nobody will wait forever if you show no interest to them.
but everything's still so blur to me, like every single thing. i may say everyday that i fall for the main character in dramas but God, i swear not that kind of fall. i never really fall into someone else, i never really fall for people. i only fall with how they talk, or his mind. because before i fall to people, i hold myself, telling myself that i shouldn't fall in love because i'm scared that i might be like my mom. i'm scared that i might live the rest of my life loving someone who once loved me but then when he's got bored of me, he choose to left. i'm scared that everything might turn out like that. i'm too scared to be like that, too scared to try. so here i am, only have regret in every love story that i've been through.
Nov 24, 2016
Nov 24, 2016 at 10:16 AM UTC
the saddest part
of being loved by someone is
if you try hard
to love him back
but can't
and it's frustrates you a lot
that you just can't love him
but he's still stuck
in you
(b.i)
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 10:40 AM UTC