Due to one I care about
I’m setting myself straight
Despite complication,
I’m supposedly above my current place
No longer will I satiate a thirst
No longer will it be a constant
I’m supposedly undeserving of my current place
Due to one I care about
I’m seeing through the haze
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 12:19 PM UTC
You’d think that when your life flashes right in front of your eyes
That it would be just that
A flash
But no, it goes on longer
Longer that the flash of the headlights that had almost hit you
Longer than the short life you’ve lived thus far
Long enough to teach you that you haven’t taken life in your direction
“Choose the ones you love”
“Choose your future”
“Choose life”
The junkie’s monologue in its theatrical delivery pulled you out of the anxiety
So you drive home
Physically unharmed
Emotionally rewired
Choose life
Suppose I’ll have to change it?
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 12:43 AM UTC
Yeah, we aren't exactly the most athletic of people
But we did make it up that one hill that's claimed to be a mountain
Yeah, we arrived at what we thought was the top until we saw that there was more
But that only drove us further up
Yesterday atop the sunset colored land the valleys made the world feel that much bigger
Returning home made the world feel so much smaller
Even though I myself live on a hill with a view of the smog above the highway
That moment atop the hills didn't make me feel at one with the world
I didn't even feel at one with myself
I only felt amazed
Confounded
Perplexed
Mesmerized
But you know that didn't beat the look in your eyes
Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 4:12 AM UTC
It is because of you that I am fully attentive
Soundwaves that wash over me from start to end
Music, my only friend
Now, we ride the waves of wifi to get what we need
But our gaze upon an artist is lost
Once our playlists consist of only a few of their songs
Handpicked amongst others, so our entertainment isn't lost
I understand the desire of variety
But I value the intimacy of a record I can hold
Knowing that for a while, it's just me and this music alone
Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 5:58 PM UTC
For years to come with many days to go
The eyes that follow will show a different side of who you think you know
Although as truthful as they can possibly be
The eyes that follow distort the image of what you see
Every second is cherished but not as interesting
Every single day is lived but not always exciting
Every year shows growth but not always on the best terms
Did I tell you of how I got ****** into great TV?
Broadcasted to everything that has a screen
What you think you know isn't exacty what's behind the scenes
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 1:16 PM UTC
I look forward only to sunrise and sunset
Everything else is irrelevant as it's only a blur
If only there was time to admire the colors
Then maybe, just maybe, I would be satisfied
Jul 14, 2018
Jul 14, 2018 at 2:37 AM UTC
*** sells and I remain broke
My price is your affection and understanding
Which is less expensive than your love
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 10:11 PM UTC
A
Burn
Out
Did
Not
Have
The
Fuel
To
Keep
The
Fire
Going
On
As
Much
As
They
Had
Hoped
Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 9:01 PM UTC
The feeling is much more different up here
The overseer of today watches the sunset from the window
Each ray tinting the walls through colored curtains
I feel much more alive down here
The world is open and is always ready to be approached
All I need to do is step out
Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 8:45 PM UTC