Love.
It no longer exists in this world for most people.
It is a giant and glorious let down, it is cynical as it is beautiful.
It is a lie, a deceitful dream.
An intangible reality.
Unimaginable torture of the heart in a vast, empty earth.
So I wait.
Wait for that daydream to torture my soul and wring my heart free of this reality.
Wait til my eyes are tired and my mind is blank.
One day I will find myself wandering through it's lies.
Into the wonderland of it's beautifully strange rhythm.
Lost in it's blinding light.
Singing it's brilliant and charming tune.
Foreign and distinct.
To touch it, to feel it would be as if to touch the sky and all the stars within it.
Dreaming to hold the star.
It is not possible.
No.
But still, I dream it.
To dream, to live, to love.
Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 1:36 AM UTC
The Rock was here, the rock was there
Rolling whichever way it dared
The Rock was big, the rock was strong
The little Rock never did him wrong
The boy was good, the boy was young
But one bad thing the boy had done
He kicked that Rock so hard and tough
That once round Rock, no so sharp and rough
Both Rock and boy were once so good
That boy didn't do what he thought he should
One big splash after he had swung
This one bad thing the boy had done
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 10:52 PM UTC
You took my heart,
And stomped out its flame.
You sought to destroy,
Something you thought you could tame.
You think you're so tough,
You can't boss me around.
That voice torments me so,
Such a thundering sound.
I had once loved you,
My thoughts of you I cannot shake.
I felt in the pit of my soul what we had was true,
But now you just make my ticker ache.
You never told me how you felt
Or how much you had cared
You had complete control of the place where my heart once dwelt
Which no other person has ever shared
have you always cared for me?
of course I have, why wouldn't that be?
my heart's still yours and yours is mine.
just take my hand and it will all be fine...
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 10:44 PM UTC
He's mean, he's a crook, he's down right rotten
The things he has done I have never forgotten
He's evil, hateful, and just plain mean
He as to be right about everything
May he choke on his spit
And be struck where he now sits
He should just vanish or go far away
I wish I could shoo him away all day
Everyday I give him the look of death
I wish he would take his last breath
He is a target and I'll throw a dart
All because he decided to steal my heart
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 10:32 PM UTC
He was kind and sweet
The first boy to take my hand and hold it tight
Just like this
Though we were young and innocent
He took my heart with his very first look
No other boy could ever steal my gaze
That boy never had to try...
To make me love him
It was like magic when we first met
Like fireworks in a black night sky
Or like a neon arrow pointing right at him
I loathed my heart for it made me ache
If I took even just one look at him
This boy made my heart yearn
So much I wanted to scream
This boy tortured my soul
His loving smile tore me up
So hard I had wished for our first kiss
But when his kiss finally touched mine
It wasn't his skin or the kiss,
it was what he said
I'm moving away,
I hope to see you again someday
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 9:48 PM UTC
This was something fun I wrote in high school:
Everyday of school is boring
Except when you're in H's class
Usually he's singing Britney really loud
Or making sarcastic jokes
But the thing students love about him
Is that he makes fun of everyone
There's; Randal, Cassius, and Shorty
And some who can't take a joke
What I like most is my last name
And how no one I know can pronounce it
But when someone says it right, it just annoys me
Not Mr. H, no not him
He says it wrong,
Just to make me happy
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 9:37 PM UTC
Every day that you lie in bed
The pain and agony, that you suffer
Every second you feel your head
You wish that you were tougher.
The ache, that feeling deep inside you
It never seems to ease
The hurting, this thing it makes you
Constantly on your knees.
Anytime you blink your eye
Or try to turn or talk
Your pain will surely make you cry
So much you cannot walk.
These things they pain us every day
I don't know why we need to suffer
The only thing they have to say
What doesn't **** you makes you tougher.
The problems of the pain will bring tomorrow
The worry, the pain, the fear
It's all part of this world of sorrow
With its never ending tears.
But friends and family always near
You have them at your side
A mom, a dad, a friend to wipe a tear
To see the person inside
To help you when you fall
To know the person that you hide
The one that never cries at all.
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 9:30 PM UTC
He growled so fiercely at me,
As if I've stung him like a bee
Those angry eyes stare through my soul,
How I love to watch his anger grow
My heart is his, this cannot change,
Our love, once young and beautiful.
Painfully ripped and bled in his rage,
Now broken and so pitiful.
No words he utter could ever part,
The lifetimes of love within my heart.
He is a curse that I must bare,
Because I no longer have a heart to share.
The pieces that he touched are dead,
My heart that I have come to know
Now filled with what he had spread,
The pieces of his angry soul.
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 9:13 PM UTC
He was my cloud to the cruel sun.
A small, but cooling shade for me.
A protection and comfort to one,
To feel him here was a necessity.
His face lit up every broken piece of my heart,
The love he gave that would always warm.
This dreadful thing ripping us apart,
The horror that took me from his arms.
And the thoughts of him I cannot budge,
If I had one more chance to know,
The perfect face that none could judge.
The thought of seeing him here again gives hope.
And all our memories are now clear to me
It just seems we weren't meant to be.
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 8:45 PM UTC