-closer-
i want to hear your THOUGHTS
-unfiltered-
as your stomach turns to KNOTS
-grit-
your teeth until your jaw ACHES
-spill-
all your secrets when your brain BRAKES
-tears-
holding back but gather SHAMEFULLY
-regret-
those thick strong walls fell so PAINFULLY
-weights-
off your shoulders and now on your HEART
-pieces-
stolen from you like valuable ART
-emotions-
replacing the air you start to DROWN
-overwhelmed-
your body has begun to SHUTDOWN
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 1:29 AM UTC
im just tired
of the ****** consequences that
are just side effects to -life-
and im wondering
does pain really go away
or are we just finding new ways to -hide-
do you notice
that every time they ask if we are okay
we nod our heads as we turn the other -way-
can you hear me
screaming through my glossy eyes
because i can never find the right words to -say-
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 1:24 AM UTC
we grieve that we cant find ourselves//yet are perplexed as to when we actually became lost in the first place
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 1:17 AM UTC
sacrificed my own sanity
to live among humanity
expected humility
i guess that comes with reality
always ending in tragedy
resulting in insanity
forgetting my own identity
what happened to diversity
i guess that i will never see
the product of creativity
escape a safer fantasy
isolated in captivity
no remnants of community
where emotions become a disability
everyone losing touch eternally
only here temporarily
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC
i was told that if i knock on your door
that you would answer with open arms
so i knocked
:no answer:
i knocked again
:no answer:
so i left for a bit
maybe you were busy
or it just wasnt the right time
when i came back i knocked once again
:no answer:
you had to be there
i knocked until my knuckles got numb
:no answer:
i was told you were always home
my knuckles began to bleed
if you are there standing behind that door
then why dont you answer
:no answer:
cant you hear my cries for help
its raining now
or maybe thats just my eyes
im beginning to doubt that you are even home
am i even at the right place
i begin to pound the door
:no answer:
my arms are starting to feel weak
im on my knees begging
that the door would open
:no answer:
do you even exist
because if you do then what have i done
was i knocking too much
or not enough
too hard
or too quiet
:no answer:
i was determined now
to have you answer the door
days turned into weeks
weeks into months
and months into years
i now knock only once in a while
:no answer:
the knocks became less frequent
i cant remember the last time i knocked
i tried to knock again today
:no answer:
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 12:52 AM UTC
my blood
is like honey on bones
it drips down
like an ice cream cone
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 11:56 PM UTC
everything that we go through
is just a side effect
of what we went through
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 1:15 AM UTC
am i worth your time
maybe
am i a waste of time
maybe
am i isolated and closed off
maybe
am i trying my best
maybe
am i a work-in-progress
maybe
am i able to be fixed
maybe
am i overreacting
maybe
am i tired of going through this
maybe
am i sleepy
maybe
am i just not wanting to face the world
maybe
am i searching for a friend
maybe
am i searching for an end
maybe
but who knows
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 1:12 AM UTC
pigeons are so unappreciated
being the rats of the sky
they overpopulate the park benches
waiting for a crumb food supply
yet if you look at the bigger picture
isnt our species just the same
over populating social networks
waiting for a supply of attention or fame
and i use the word 'species' quite lightly
is human even an appropriate label
because most of us are so inhumane
compared to pigeons we are the unstable
pigeons just want food to live
humans live to want more
yet we are the ones shoo-ing them away
when they are the ones who deserve to be adored
i mean yeah they seem to be everywhere
but take a minute to look around
we are the ones causing the destruction
stuck on this filthy ground
they deserve this earth
and so do you and i
so next time you call any creature filthy remember
you are stuck on the ground as they are in the sky
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 12:45 AM UTC
replacing your alcoholic drink
lighter fluid should do the -trick-
i want you to feel the sting
your words are the lighter
your tongue is the -wick-
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 1:10 AM UTC