it feels like i´m running
like i´m running an i can´t stop
i can´t stay still
my heart beats so fast and it can´t stop
everything is Happening so fast
i want it to stop
but it doesn´t
i want it to stop
i try to figure out what´s causing this mess in my head
but i can´t find the answer
and it doesn´t stop
my head doesn´t stop to turn around
make it stop i scream
but there is no one
no one who´s listening to me
no one
i am alone
i am alone with my worries, my Feelings, my fears, my Problems
alone with the mess in my head
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 3:18 PM UTC
"EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE"
"IT CAN CHANGE"
but why are the Voices getting louder
why is the world getting faster and faster
too fast
too loud
everything in my head´s spinning
the Lights get brighter and my heart´s beating even faster
i want it to stop
but it wont stop
i scream
i want it to stop
i beg it to stop
but it wont
and it never will
i try to calm down
and tell myself that
"I´LL BE FINE"
…
start from top again
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 5:50 PM UTC
distance….259 kilometers
distance…849738 feet
distance...161 miles
distance...259000 meters
distance…is just an idea
distance…is only in your head
DOESN'T EVEN EXIST
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 5:35 PM UTC
a day that never ends
fears, pressure and fake friends
playing with teenage hearts
seems just like playing cards
thousands of sleepless nights
and absolutely no rights
but where´s the education?
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 4:58 PM UTC
everything´s so far away
in front of your eyes but still miles away
suddenly everything´s coming closer
you feel the breath in your neck
you feel it coming closer
it starts to controll you
and influences your actions
it even took your thoughts
and ruined them
you smell it
you smell the fear
and it smells like vanilla body butter
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 4:43 PM UTC
a new beginning
the light after the darkness
everything becomes alive again
another chance
to change your mind
so you can finally find
what you´ve been searching for
the whole time
so open up your heart and eyes and go!
because the time flies
and in a few hours it will be night
….again
…..and again
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 4:30 PM UTC