you are a question that i ask to myself everytime i wake up in the morning, or when i'm laying down on my bed at night while looking up to the ceiling, searching and imagining an answer
you are the taste of coffee that i usually drink, bittersweet, as the bitterness makes my stomach hurt yet the taste of itself is addicting, while the sweetness crippling my mind, can't think straight, elusive, indeed
you are there in the air everytime i breathe, the parfume of longing, as i aching trying to exhale the essence of uncertainty of your presence and love
Dec 28, 2023
Dec 28, 2023 at 7:38 AM UTC
loving you is like loving the sky above.
because in any state;
clear blue sky without clouds; draw a smile on my face and made my day instantly
purple-orange ish sunset sky; feels like the feeling of coming back home after a long day, give warmth and hugs to my weary heart
cloudy gray sky; letting me being gloomy and telling me it's okay to cry
starry night sky; accompanied me in the darkest hours, i could stare at and admire for hours, my late-night-talk partner
and after all, loving you is like loving the sky above; something to be admired from afar, unreachable, particularly for me.
Feb 20, 2023
Feb 20, 2023 at 12:20 PM UTC
I'm going crazy because of you
I want you so bad that it hurts
I want all of you for my self only
You makes every love song i heard is about you
and so are the heartbreak ones
The fact that we live different kind of life Slowly crushing my heart into pieces
Can it just be you? Can it just be me?
Can it just be Us?
Dec 10, 2022
Dec 10, 2022 at 2:18 AM UTC
My eyes are closed
But my ears listen
My mouth shut
But my mind goin' round about
Heart choose to rest and let it go
But my head wouldn't and keep it go
Must i go on and hanging on
Or give in to the dark
and...
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Sep 12, 2020
Sep 12, 2020 at 5:49 AM UTC
You go away
with those heaps of trust
that i gave you
And now you threw it away
like it was nothing
All those years
that had me hold onto a fragile hope
You say you remember everything
Of course you remember
yet that's not enough
to stitch the open wound
not even worth a single needle
Because you will never stay
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 2:46 PM UTC
If i come closer
and this is not a promising
I'm afraid that it'll
eventually tear me apart
Just don't leave marks on my book
It'll hard to get removed
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 7:32 AM UTC
i stumble from where i stand
my entire body refuse to get up
minds been hanging for such a long time
now i don't want to choose anymore
been longing for freedom
yet the voices strangled me down
burst my sweat into tears
i can't take it anymore
for whom i walk this road everyday?
keep wondering why
why don't you understand?
'cause laugh it off doesn't work for me anymore
Nov 27, 2017
Nov 27, 2017 at 11:15 AM UTC
There was no stars tonight
Dark clouds covered my eyes
Buried me alive
Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 3:07 PM UTC
i've been burned
burned with the same fire
that you gave to me
eerie, they say
but i keep calling your name
cause i just saw a clean getaway
and knowing all of those story are the same
Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 5:52 AM UTC
Kills me every second
Mumbled nonsense
Like a cloudburst
In the middle of the day
Sour if you try to taste
Pleonasm create doubtness
I've been thinking too much
Help me
Nov 15, 2016
Nov 15, 2016 at 11:20 PM UTC