Liking you feels like soaking
in lukewarm water
slowly killing me inside
But you are like puzzles
I failed to interpret
Your silence
Your distance
belated response
are signs of absence
Your seaweed-like hair
I wonder if I'll ever
get to touch it
Are you just another
unavailable crush?
Do you deserve my
burn if I leash it all out?
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 9:59 PM UTC
I'm just using pain
To cover pain
Alluring pain
Sharp pain
Dull pain
Drowning pain
Pain that I spend lifetime
To run away from
Pain that reminds me of
The depth of my being
Pain that urges me to
give up upon everything
Pain-ting
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 10:12 AM UTC
How can I ever get over
you
after truly seeing your
beauty?
After heartbreaks and
heartbreaks?
After tasting your
sweetness?
After feeling the sensation
against your skin?
After once being so
close to you
finally feel home?
After your coldness?
After getting lost in your
endless deep eyes?
But you don't
appreciate me
after all
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 9:57 AM UTC
Nowhere near you
Nowhere feels home
Stuck in an empty city
Stuck in your shadows
Loving you brings the
greatest joy
and the most unspeakable
pain
What am I to you
A casual sleep?
An experiment?
A love fool!
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 10:46 AM UTC
Your beauty raptures
my very core
I want to grab
time's shoulder
make it stop
Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 10:44 AM UTC
Uninspired
Worse than death
Parts of me dying alive
The pain of not seeing the pain
Rip me apart
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 9:11 AM UTC
I lay here
on this very bed where you laid
You were so close to me
The scent of your body
drowned my senses
At the time I thought about
this very brief
very sweet moment
trying so hopelessly to grasp
And I could completely see
how this very moment would be unfolding
and led to
this moment
knowing this might be the
last time
Can you at all sense
my longingness
my helpless
an ocean away
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 9:53 AM UTC
You will never see this
After you cut me off
I have too much to feel at the moment
**** you
yes **** you that you leave me with nothing left
**** you that you found me and came into my life
you flirted you teased you turned me on
you wanted to ride me
**** you that after all we have felt
after you made me realize how beautiful life could be with another soul in it
after you reminded me what it was like to be with a soul mate
soul mate for lack of a better word
after the depth we shared
after all the beauty you brought to my eyes
after the best insanity that ran through my blood
after you kissed me in my dream
yet you cut me off completely
what connection we were talking about
which can be wiped off so easily
how can you do this to me
I can't believe it after all that I felt
So this is the best insanity I ever felt in my life
If this can make you feel special
Because this is what soul mates do
they are no ordinary work
As much as it hurts
I am still longing for your last breathe
the lingering warmth of your skin
I don't want to believe all it takes is
one **** block button
**** You
**** you hard
Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 11:18 PM UTC
I should not have washed the shirt you wore
You have left
No traits of you to be found
I still could smell your scent
I still feel the texture of your skin
the silkiness of your hair
on the tip of my fingers
I am infatuated with you
My vulnerability comes short of your passiveness
Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 10:47 PM UTC