Falling into a deep abyss
flames coming from every surface
Reaching out to feel the heat.
It doesn't burn you.
It holds your hands
It helps pull you back to the surface.
Someone is up top saying
"Come back home this is not where you belong!"
With open arms your family and a few of your closest friends.
Holds on to you tight.
Something keeps pulling you higher and higher.
Who....
Why....
You want to stay right where you are...
You go higher and higher.
You look down..
You realize
there is no going back for you.
Paramedics everywhere
Your family crying around your dead body
Wondering why you did this to yourself...
You're finally free
Free from all the pain.
Free from all the hate
You're free
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 9:38 AM UTC
My last days were rough.
But I got to spend it with my family.
They have taken care of me from the moment they adopted me.
They nursed me back to health.
They bathed me.
They found out that I like to eat everything including my kennel.
Last year we found out that I was sick.
They did everything they could do to help me.
We exercised all the time.
We played at the dog park with others like me.
My sister Journey took my passing the hardest.
But it was for the best.
I was in pain and I knew it was time.
I stopped eating and playing with my family.
I just layed there and did nothing.
I wanted to live longer but they couldn’t help me at the doctors.
I tried to fight it as long as I could.
My dad showed up with Journey in tears.
Siearra and mommy were the ones that brought me to the doctors that day.
I figured out what was going on.
I was thankful that I was going to be out of pain finally.
My dad I have never seen him like that before.
I love them all I always will.
I fought the medicine they gave me.
It took so long to say goodbye.
They didn’t want to neither did I.
It was scary as I left but I felt no pain.
My family gave me lots of treats before I left.
I will miss them always.
They were the best family I have ever had.
Thank you family for everything that you have done for me.
Thank you for making my life more enjoyable.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you.
Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 1:19 PM UTC
Withering away to nothing.
Slowly dying.
Can't stop feeling like I'm the only one.
Nothing is in my way.
To just end it all.
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 3:58 PM UTC
I'm trying to find my groove again
I haven't been able to feel the words that I type.
Its like nothing speaks to me now.
How can I fix this?
Any advice. Im reaching out to my followers..
Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 11:19 PM UTC
When he smiles, the way his eyes sparkle, and his dimples show.
The way he laughs, and moves makes me fall even deeper in love.
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 12:42 PM UTC
I see him in the hallways everyday at school.
I see him with his friends all day long.
But he doesn't want anything to do with me.
All he says and does makes me feel worse.
He doesn't say anything at all to me.
The way he looks at me makes me feel betrayed.
The way I still feel about him will never change.
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 12:35 PM UTC
Love why does it have to be so weird..
Why does it come when you barely know the person?
How do you know if you really love that person?
Love is what you make it it can be harsh it can be amazing.
It comes when you like the person's personality and the way they act and looks at you.
You feel like you can trust him/her with everything you are you show them the way you look at your worst and they still stay and love you no matter what.
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 8:27 AM UTC
Suicide...
Only the strongest and the most beautiful do it.
Their are ways around it.
Yet everyone around us don't see what is happening.
Everything that may seem it is turning against you it might be for the worse or the better.
The most precious in our lives can be the worst in discretion.
Those we see everyday may think that you are "okay" but really your not..
They think that your just tired.. but in reality your not fine at all.
Speak what you are thinking. Say what you want to see. Do what you must to be heard and show them that you are not okay.
Feb 12, 2015
Feb 12, 2015 at 3:46 PM UTC
When I see you
I fall so deep.
When I love you
I began to weep.
When I first lost you
I began to flee
When I finally found you
I jumped into you with glee.
When I realized I loved you
I was scared
When I found my way
I started to think.
When I think
My thoughts are jumbled.
When they are jumbled
I don't know what to expect.
When I'm dazed off
I'm calm
When I'm calm
Im also tense
When things go down hill
I think and think until I feel sick
When I think to much
I start to go.........
*When i hear your voice
I hear my favorite songs
And sometimes i have to sing you
All day long
When i feel you in my arms
I'm snug within our bed
And then time to walk away
Is the only time i dread*
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 3:12 PM UTC
Love is a funny thing.
Love causes joy. Then pain.
It is happiness. Then sadness.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 2:52 PM UTC