please walk upon my gravestone
please **** me in your dreams
as i still stand here breathing
it means less than dirt to me
Jan 30, 2021
Jan 30, 2021 at 8:09 PM UTC
when it's a pin *****
on my soft skin a zit pops
i play my mind trick
and i stop
to think of the pain i choose
how i want to bruise
and bedazzle my back
in thumbtacks
running razor blades
making crimson masks
Jan 30, 2021
Jan 30, 2021 at 8:02 PM UTC
Often in my daydreams, old friends come to mind
I pray under my breath, that life might treat you kind
I can't, I won't, I don't, write, speak, or call
Whatever that reason may be, my love is with you all
What a pleasure it will be, to see you again one day
And should you ever cross my path, I have a couch where you can stay.
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 11:46 PM UTC
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I had a sweet tooth
One too many cavities
Couldn't even taste it
Caught up in the fallacy
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Pocket watch rewound
Pressed upon her hip
But with her hand embraced
She already let time slip
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Gone are outside illuminations
Save for lonely constellations
Save our souls from machinations
and words for loving incantations
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Living inside the shadow of dark
Awakened irritated, muted emotions stark
With serene dreams of waking
To the melody of a meadowlark.
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Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 5:42 AM UTC
I'm a passenger here..
When was it last
Morning dew soaked my shoes
When we'd watch red skies rise
On a rocking ocean float
After nights watching stars
In our time without cars.
Now I'm a passenger here,
So I've long since feared
Something new has a hold of me
What am I supposed to be?
What replaces those nights
Of laying upon lawns
Where the only thing wrong
Was sharing headphones
And she picked a bad song.
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 9:23 AM UTC
I remember when my pillow had a shirt.
Laying in bed every night it was gripped tight
And there were wrinkles not creases
And the silence was so ceaseless
Laying in deadest night made memories my light
The shirt, sized small and plaid.
Now the cold morn feels so warm.
And I know no more old guilt
And it's a lilting life I've built
Distorted social norms
Former perceptions deformed.
A box in a closet, now folds, unworn.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 12:07 AM UTC
Do I make you wince?
Was I a lost fawns salt lick?
Was I a never was, your life's whiskey limp?
I guess I never took your hint
I guess you thought I could take the hit
Since that's been that conversations been zip
I can't say I was always innocent
But let's hope its a two way lapse of conscience
Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 7:53 PM UTC
As my blood coursed throughout
I was fortified in your love
Rapped your knuckles on my chest
Asking to become a memory
With a three inch incision
I welcome you home
I play with your hair
You hold my viscera
Blood coursed throughout
Staring, entwined, hazel eyes
Evaluating every valve and ventricle
As you're what keeps them beating
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 10:07 PM UTC
You quote me verbatim
Just words you've never heard
What I wrote for myself
Did you read? Did you learn?
Why is what I muse your concern?
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 1:10 AM UTC
I really do hurt myself
nights were long sighs and lonely dreams
sleeping while your shirts on my pillow
and my pillow is in my arms
now its in a cardboard box
detox
now my nights are a real person
and sweat ingrains the sheets
I can feel warmth up against me
I feel her breath
a heartbeat
but I can still feel a pull from a pixelated vision
I dont have to type a word
Just the first letter and I know I'm closer
I get my life back, I feel in control
Gasping at wisps, so plainly absurd
Its gone. I'm not with whom you're really meant to be
Its gone. It's 5 months in a week
Its gone. Whats yours for me that's really left to see?
Its gone. But its really just beginning, so to speak.
I just want to know, I just want to know
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 11:04 AM UTC
