was i blind?
was i a fool?
or what if im both?
i am blind for believing that
your heart is only beating for me
i am a fool for pretending that i am fine but in reality,
i am nowhere near to being alright
i am blind for closing my eyes avoiding the sight
of your eyes sparkles the moment you saw her smile
i am a fool for risking my heart get wounded
with thorns of roses you held the night we met
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 9:39 PM UTC
how many more ***** should i take?
just to make this pain go away
how many more books i have to read?
just to distract myself to bleed
how many more places should i go?
just to guide my heart to the right path i follow
how many more nights i have to cry?
just to wipe all the tears at the end of the day
how many more mornings should i wake?
just to embrace my heart so it won't break
how many more days i have to survive?
just to keep bresthing but pretend to be alive
Jan 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 at 9:20 AM UTC
tightly hold my hand,
let's go somewhere far away
just like neverland
Jan 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 at 8:31 AM UTC
and after a while of being isolated with the world
someone managed to sway her heart unexpectedly
he came into her life without a single warning
now, she is trapped in a place where fantasy exist
she is hesitant and doubtful of her own feelings
questioning herself if he is worth the pain and risks
days have turned into weeks and from weeks, it turned into months
he never failed to show that he is sincere enough of what he feels
they are two worlds apart but she feels connected to him
her place that was once a fantasy became a reality
hand in hand, they watch the sunset by the seashore
and finally, she found a home where she truly belongs
Jan 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 at 11:49 PM UTC
*your hands in mine,
send shivers to my spine.
your sweet smile,
makes butterflies go wild.
the way you make me laugh,
always makes my day chuffed.
the way you talk about the things you love,
sways my heart like you're sent from above.
your lips against mine,
stops the world just in time.
your arms wrap around me,
feels like i found home in thee.*
Jan 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 at 10:40 AM UTC
near or far, my heart
will always be yours to hold
handle it with care
Jan 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 at 9:52 AM UTC
*there are some things
that i just cannot tell
anyone about.
they are meant
to be concealed,
to be mine
and kept unknown forever
but i do not know
and certainly not sure
what to do with them
anymore.*
Jan 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 at 8:22 AM UTC
i've been through a lot of break ups
my heart has been shattered too many times
but even with all that,
i can still see myself loving someone
with every pieces of me.
Jan 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 at 3:05 AM UTC