is your new favorite hobby burning bridges?
cause it seems like you have a torch to bear
flames lapping all round your ankles
setting little fires everywhere
step by step through the burnt grass
i follow single file in line
whatever you do keep your head straight
there's no point in looking behind
Mar 8, 2023
Mar 8, 2023 at 6:19 PM UTC
you were bound by my ash
and my blood
we'll make it through another winter won't we
let's stop pretending
let's drop the pretenses
what more could i give
all of it spent so you could learn to live
Mar 8, 2023
Mar 8, 2023 at 6:17 PM UTC
there is a creature that's living in my chest
scratching at the walls trying to leave
screaming "SEE ME SEE ME!"
i want to set it free
but those around could not handle the horror
try to **** it with fire
watch it writhe in disgust
im trying my best to be a good keeper
but leg by leg
it will get out
Feb 14, 2023
Feb 14, 2023 at 2:42 PM UTC
i have waited
alll of my time
i have waited
most of my life
i want you to want me
the way that i want you to
and i need you to need me
sometime soon
your shadow in the window frame
time standing still
theres sand in the hourglass
and ain't none of it spilled
i have waited
alll of my time
i have waited
most of my life
i want you to want me
the way that i want you to
and i need you to need me
sometime soon
Oct 28, 2022
Oct 28, 2022 at 1:52 PM UTC
letters from your shadow
letting you know what you're missing
by your side always watching
a fly on the wall stitched to your being
an invisible half never fleeting
even at night when you're sleeping
there it stays ; awake never dreaming
look carefully at what the shade knows
and let your mind become
one and whole
Sep 1, 2022
Sep 1, 2022 at 10:02 AM UTC
goodness gracious me oh my
you were so much funnier when alive
theres nothing thats been better
nothing ever better than
seein you smile
goodness gracious me oh my
ive forgotten how to be alive
one foot besides the other
therell never be another
light like you
goodness gracious me oh my
why does it all feel like a lie
the boatman and his laughter
two coins to send you after
sail on by
whyd you have to leave me behind
your legacy your love
to keep me company
theres nothing ever better
nothing thats been better than
seein you smile
goodbye
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 8:23 PM UTC
sweet alien child of mine
i don't think ill see you get older
your limbs are thin and bones fragile
i hope you know ill love you through this
you were born under the dark moon
with lights hidden from view
someday i hope i will be too
and i can walk along with you
our stars misaligned somewhere on the path
but i know they'll still shine through
it's been so long and my heart still aches
but it's for the best to lay this to rest
sweet alien child of mine
ill hold your hand while you slip into
that place deep inside of the sky
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 4:05 PM UTC
these colors, these lights
strung on a tree of bare branches
twinkling on and on
there’s nothing to celebrate
and yet they shine away
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 10:39 AM UTC
beauty is an inevitable reality, right?
is that even what i want?
i care not for muscle
i care not for tone, definition
i care not for the body which gives form
i care not for the thoughts that do me harm
i care not for the intentions ill in nature
i care not for the hiding that must be done
i care not for this animosity towards self
i wish for freedom
i want for nothing
i crave for lacking
and its horrible inbetweens
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 10:36 AM UTC
you weave your words in such intricate webs
every sentence making your way closer
spiraling around and around
until i am caught
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 5:31 PM UTC