socialcretin
my name is jennifer i am twenty four years young. i really don't consider myself a writer or a poet. even though i love writing and am very passionate about writing. im just a woman who is good at stringing a bunch of sentences together, and making them rhyme. in my opinion the best kind of poetry is sloppy and from the heart. it doesn't have to rhyme because it makes you think, and the words create beautiful pictures. i've been writing since the age of thirteen. i started a "band"(we never even practiced. but we thought that we were rockstars) and started writing songs and the very first day that i started writing i just sat there and wrote for hours and hours. i have two best friends, my 2 year old pug ottis, and my bf aaron. i love nature, music, art, poetry, animals, and really anything vintage. im really glad that i stumbled upon this site. i hope to grow with my writing and meet some cool people and read some good poetry in the process.
demons, ghosts, and ghouls,
bring down there wrath, and sadistically
they laugh, while sitting upon pedastools,
you road in on your high horse,
spreading lies and confusion, faking
feelings of remorse, lost in your illusions
demons, ghosts and ghouls,
sitting upon pedastools,and i feel like a fool,
i never imagined that this would happen.
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 4:51 PM UTC
she searched for him in crowded cafes,
a man who would love her for the rest of her days.
he would be a poet, honest and wise.
she thought that she had found him, behind sad
brown eyes, but all of this guys, poetry and promises,
they were nothing but awful lies...,
she went through hell, searching for him.
so many imposters standing in the way,
they told her that she was the one, but none,
had seemed to stay. and when she finally found
him. she was sure that he would leave.
and when he told her that he loved her,
she did not believe,
at first. she didn't think that they would stay
together, she was so sure that he would find
someone to replace her, someone that he liked
much better,
because she was always second best.
because nothing ever lasts forever...
but summer turned to fall, and he broke down all her walls.
he wasn't a poet, but he was brave and beautiful.
his big brown eyes they weren't sad at all.., they gleamed
like moon beams. they were the two most beautiful eyes that
she had ever saw...
and those eyes put the light back in hers,
he never filled them with sorrow, he helped her grow.
he didn't weigh her down with negativity, you see, he loved her
and he always let her know
finally finding a heart to call home,
she would no longer suffer,
because she didn;t just find him,
the two had found one another.
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 7:05 AM UTC
drunk with power.
he shot his gun, hit the
pavement, and began to run.
shouting lies. another unarmed man dies.
now his family grieves and cries,
look at all of the damage you have done.
he knew his rights, he didn't want to fight,
or follow your commands, he didn't deserve to die.
so tell me why, his blood is on your hands..
he didn't even get to say goodbye,
he didn't know that that would be his last car ride.
he will never see another day.
all because you couldn't just let him drive away.
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 5:56 AM UTC
i was far too kind,
i was far too blind,
insignificant in your eyes,
and it didn't register at all
in my mind.
you're so pretentious and cold,
you think that you're so deep.
you say that i sold you out,
& that i'm just a brainwashed
sheep.
you're only compassionate
when it's convenient for you,
if anyone knows that, it's me.
just a selfish ***** a low life ****
with a **** personality,
no integrity, or originality.
you will never be kurt cobain,
or layne staley..., sorry to crush your dreams....
but you're just another clone,
in a flannel jacket, and ripped jeans...
you rant on and on
about what's right and wrong,
please give me a break,
and no, you're not edgar allen poe...
you're just a ****** with an over inflated ego...
you're so low, and fake.
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 5:01 AM UTC
you make me feel feelings, i have never felt.
just a smile from you and i completely melt.
i could stare at you for days, i could hold
you for years, when i'm lost in your gaze,
this whole world just dissapears.
you hold my heart in your hands,
i hope you understand,
i'll always stand by you
and do for you whatever i can.
my love for you runs deeply
deeper than the deepest sea,
i could never put into words,
just what it is that you do to me.
happy three year aniversary.
Aug 16, 2015
Aug 16, 2015 at 4:43 AM UTC
I'M PRETTY HIGH YOU GUYS,
I'M NOT TELLING LIES, OR
CRACKING WISE.
I'M STARTING TO GET STARS IN
MY DIALATED EYES.
I'M GOING TO TAKE A WALK OUTSIDE
BUT I COULDN'T WALK A STRAIGHT LINE,
HOPE NO ONE NOTICES I SMELL LIKE ****
INDEED, I'M FEELING PRETTY FINE.
AND IF YOU WANT TO BRING ME DOWN,
I'LL SAY 'NICE TRY TO SWINE.'
BECAUSE YOU CAN FALL IN LINE,
I'M FLOATING ON CLOUD NINE.
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 3:56 PM UTC
go on and walk away, there is noting more that i can say,
i never mattered to you anyway.
treat me like a stranger, treat me like a joke,
when my heart is in danger, and all my dreams
gone up in smoke.
make me feel like a fool for ever believing in you,
oh how you laugh and you poke.
i remember when i was your bestfriend,
although it was long ago, when you said
that i became someone that you didn't wish to know.
i remember all the screaming and the sorrow
that happened after, smoking on the train tracks,
the long phone calls and the laughter,
you were the whole book to me, but to you
i was just a chapter, i remember when you left
me, a broken disaster.
i remember when you told me that i would
see you soon, you crying in the car, when my heart
bursted like a baloon. i still remember all the talks we
had, the friendship, the madness and regret, but that
friendship was lost a long time ago.
i just hadn't grasped it yet.
i guess that i didn't realise that i was so
easy for you to just forget.
all this time i thought you cared,
because of all of the things that we shared,
i guess i should have known, and should have
gotten it through my head, when you let them taunt me
on the phone, and said you wouldn't care if i were dead.
when i was lost, looking for an anwser,
restless and unsure,
i had never felt more insecure.
maybe this person that i'm remembering
was never, who you really were.
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 3:23 PM UTC
i don't need your judgements,
i can't stand this place,
& the next person that rubs me the wrong way,
is gonna get punched in the face,
oh you''re just a waste of time and space,
same person, different face, sometimes i think
i hate the human race.
i don't need your ego,
i don't need your lies,
and i don't need your approval,
see, it's you that i despise.
shallow and hollow, ignorant and weak,,
i'd rather live in silence then listen to you speak,
arguing with you is like screaming at a brick wall,
you look at us like we're freaks, you don't understand
us at all...
so closed minded and cruel, just a bunch of brainwashed clones,
i will not follow the herd, mark my words, i would rather walk alone.
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 12:35 PM UTC
hold on, be strong.
dry your tears my dear.
this is not where you belong.
and all along they had you all wrong.
all along they had you all wrong.
you say it's getting hard just to cope,
you've lost all hope and you're at the end of your rope,
you can't put the broken pieces back together,
and you don't think that it will ever get better.
all your dreams gone up in smoke.
don't let go, don't give in to the sorrow,
there is hope for a better tomorrow,
please don't cry, i hear you say your
ugly, but you know that your lovely,
and that it's an ugly lie.
just keep your head up, and you will
get through, don't let other people get to you,
i know they do, just breathe and believe,
don't give up, just let go, there is so much more
for you, but if you walk away, you'l never know.
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 3:25 PM UTC
i light up the fire to drape the black cloud that constantly hangs over my head with beautiful color. my black hole becomes a caleidascope, i have beautiful day dreams and visions of hope. i have found serenity in smoke,
Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 3:19 AM UTC