But darling, I do not
Think you're in love with
Him
Maybe
You're in love with the
Attention he gives you
Maybe
You're in love with
What he thinks and what
He'd do for you
And Maybe
You're a bit too lonely
To see the difference
Between wants and needs
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
It's so ironic
how I look at you
hoping for you
to look back at me
but when our eyes meet
I look away
because I don't want you to
see how much I need you
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
Staring out the windowpane
Trying to get rid of pain
Pain that once was joy from you
Now I'm thinking what to do
Never thought we'd fall apart
You got up and broke my heart
You walked out and said goodbye
Trying hard just not to cry
Thought we were the perfect two
but you left without a clue
Promised me a forever
Then left me for another.
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 8:57 AM UTC
I hate how you told me goodbye,
and thought I wouldn't cry.
I hate that I had to pretend,
that I expected it to end.
I hate how you saw me cry and run,
but didn't bother to chase me.
I hate how I thought you'd do that,
and realise you still loved me.
I hate that it didn't work out,
the way I wanted it to.
I hate that I what I thought was love,
was a lie and wasn't true.
I hate how everything you said,
still lives in my thoughts in my head.
I hate that at the end of the day,
your ghost appears as if to stay.
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 8:53 AM UTC
You're my hero,
my saviour,
my light.
You gave me a reason
to live,
to fight.
You lit my path,
my way,
my world.
Even when I cry,
shout,
or go berserk.
You stood by,
took my hand,
held me closer.
You gave my life meaning,
reason,
definition.
You are the one.
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 6:19 AM UTC
I try to feel
but when I do
I get hurt
so I try not to
But what if
What if one day
I find it
That one thing
We all think we have
because we all want it so bad
What if I find
true happiness.
Is it real?
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 7:01 AM UTC
Yes. I've thought of it.
Even dreamt of it.
And eventually attempted.
But no matter how deep
in **** I am
I know that this ****
was made for me
by me
and to be conquered
only by me.
I'm special that way.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 6:57 AM UTC
Maybe I'd **** myself later
or tonight
or tomorrow
maybe even next week
or a month from now
or even a year.
But then that would mean
that all the ****
that I did
to start again
would be wasted.
So no,
I'm tired of running.
from this sick life,
and the stupid lemons it keeps throwing
Where the hell does it even get the lemons.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 6:55 AM UTC
Whenever I ***** up,
I'd try to fix it.
And when it's all good,
I ***** it up again.
Because I'm never satisfied,
with myself and my work.
So I ruin it,
to start again.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 6:53 AM UTC
I do ****
I get ****
and I know I deserve it.
But you'd always.
ALWAYS.
see me complaining,
shouting,
and eventually,
laughing at myself.
Because all of it is pointless.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 6:51 AM UTC
