cursed creation, chanting incantations of elation being chewed up by the murdering maw of manifestation. crush these brittle bones and break them; sew the spewing veins shut as vindication. vows are born to be disintegrated though the scars don’t shush the slurs spurting out of the hatred. serpentine lies draw lines to the brainstem, with a silent persuasion- whispered into the cerebrum; a shadowed stain lost in the skull of a heathen.
-SLuR
Nov 7, 2025
Nov 7, 2025 at 11:21 AM UTC
Words no longer flow like music in my head,
The ink has dried up in all of my pens, and
my pencils lay heavy in my hands like lead. I had sharpened
my wit but it nicked you and you bled, your ghost is all I get.
I hearken to your moans as if you are tied up to my bed.
Your voice is embedded in my brain, haunting every ounce of gray.
And your visage clouds my eyes up with an inevitable rain.
Gripping tightly to your essence only to be left empty-handed.
A muse to madmen- I’m in pain without your presence.
My creativity expired when you lost your effervescence
and Death placed a tired hand over your eyes and
wished your slumber to be pleasant.
-SLuR
Aug 30, 2024
Aug 30, 2024 at 4:44 PM UTC
You caught me with your eyes,
Catching glances like butterflies.
I was yours that very first night,
Even though we went home as strangers
And you had someone else to hold you tight.
In my dreams there lurked a danger,
Of your perfect smile, whetting my appetite.
By chance, you were thrown into my life
And I finally had the courage to take what it is I find,
Like your heart reaching out towards mine,
When our hands tangled with time.
And boy, did time do a number
Made us colder when we slumber
Made you search over and under
For a new one to call lover.
Cover me with lies, and let me go to sleep blind
I think I only cry when I realize you can’t be mine
So hold me close to your lips, so they brush in a kiss
When you whisper to me, everything I’ll come to miss
Like the fading bliss, when you leave me in the mist
At home I’ll sit, waiting to feel your comfortable skin.
I love you more than anything I’ve known,
Your face is a home and you’re rooted into my bones
I long to hold you until we’re blanketed in mold,
Forever in your arms, even when I am alone.
-SLuR
Apr 9, 2024
Apr 9, 2024 at 5:02 PM UTC
I watched his body move in waves,
His limbs left a hazy trace,
A fluid ghost trapped in my gaze;
A blurry frame, possessed by the music
Invading our veins-
I’d get up and do it if I felt safe, but
I’m afraid,
To want the taste
Of friction clinging to our skin…
To crave, the heat of our rhythm
To feel his sweat, his steamy breath-
Dancing on my neck, my heaving chest
To have his fingers pressed into my soft flesh;
To share a moment more intimate than ***
I watched his body move in waves
As he swayed,
In an uninhibited display
Of the primal connection
Between our souls entranced in passion
-SLuR
May 31, 2023
May 31, 2023 at 2:19 PM UTC
I dreamt a dream of you and me
Intertwined as one- no ends, blurred seams.
Only infinite beginnings;
Your soul seeped into my being,
A heavy, intense feeling sunken deep within me;
Your presence necessary like breathing.
If only life weren't so fleeting
Our love could blossom freely.
-SLuR
May 30, 2023
May 30, 2023 at 6:12 PM UTC
I can just almost feel your touch.
The heat of blood as it rushes
to my cheeks, to leave a slight hint
Of a tint that’s almost ******
Hush my moans with your warm soft lips,
Cover my skin with fingerprints.
Disarm my defenses, I’ll melt
directly into your existence.
I can just almost feel your touch,
It haunts my flesh, until it hurts
A phantom pain, a lonely curse.
The delicate intimacy,
Of being caressed by a ghost.
-SLuR
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 9:24 PM UTC
My cavernous heart will devour you whole,
Only for you to quickly decompose.
Hello? Hello.. Hell, where did you go?
Lost in the darkness that overflows.
Drowning in the depths of its thalassic hold;
Ebb and flow, this pain I know wanes only to grow.
I’m a slave, like the tide to the seraphic face of the moon.
Guided by life to find the perfect place for my tomb,
The cratered space I desire to bury myself into.
-SLuR
Jul 6, 2022
Jul 6, 2022 at 12:45 PM UTC
Heart attacks, en masse
I wear a mask when I relapse-
Dumb *** The laugh track’s scratched.
Tied a knot out of my tongue, instead of the cherry stem.
It’s so sad... how when I fall apart,
It’s like I needed that; the blowback,
From a shot through the mouth into a brainstem.
The hole that starts in my nose ‘cause I snort things that erode-
The soul, and leave my bones to hold a fetal pose.
My brain recites such delicate prose,
Whispered to me by the specter of your notes.
A voice I no longer know…
Where’d you go?
My head’s a black hole.
This grey matter’s decomposed.
I’m scared to death, talking 'bout
“Ruh-rohs” and “Hell nos!”
Trying to outrun your ghost
but, I’m stuck inside smoke Os...
Scattered across the ozone,
Riddled with “I don’t knows”
I want to exorcise my heart,
But I don’t want to be alone.
-SLuR
May 27, 2021
May 27, 2021 at 1:54 PM UTC
Sweet Mother,
Sweet Mother
Send your child unto me,
For the sins of the unworthy
Must be baptized in blood and fear.
Open your mind's ear, Listener
The Black Hand must grasp this sinner.
For sweet Mother, for our Brothers
We must make them all suffer.
Bathe in blood, and dance bare
Neath the moon's darkened glare,
Where we ensnare the foul creature
Drain her blood and then eat her.
O' Mephala, O' Sithis
Curse all of those that sin,
With the void of death's darkness.
Sealed with Mother's sweet kiss.
-SLuR
Apr 27, 2021
Apr 27, 2021 at 6:30 PM UTC
When your eyes graze my cheeks
I cringe internally,
They're dead and they see
Every flaw that crawls on me.
But you always made me feel so pretty,
On your springy bed- when you said
**** the lights and turn your head"
And I would let, darkness consume
My arms, my legs, and you;
With closed eyes and beauty, new.
-SLuR
Apr 27, 2021
Apr 27, 2021 at 1:34 PM UTC