Everyone’s getting married
I wish it were me
I wonder what it’s like
To be surprised
I hate weddings now
It’s just a reminder constantly
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 10:36 PM UTC
I sometimes feel like you are a coward
And then other times I understand
But it never makes a difference either way
Feb 21
Feb 21, 2026 at 2:45 PM UTC
Im alone
It’s almost midnight
Im sitting on the floor of the shower in my
Quiet home
And if I close my eyes
Cheek pressed again
Cold
White tile
I could imagine you
Through the outside of the door
Waiting on me to get out
How could be so desperate to talk to me
We do this over and over and over
But really it’s you
Why even talk to me?
Do you understand how badly I miss you
Or is this just some kind of
Sick reassurance
I can’t stop thinking about you still
After all these years
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 12:29 AM UTC
I want to talk to you tonight
Where did you go
I could have done with
An explanation this time
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 9:24 PM UTC
You looking at the same moon tonight?
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 8:32 PM UTC
Everyone thinks they are better
Than the next one
But truth is
That’s why we all keep making the same mistakes
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 5:42 PM UTC
Please
Don’t talk to me about yearning
Or ill tell you about the boy I’ve known since I was 16
The one I didn’t realize I was in love with until 23
He left his wedding for me you know
He made me understand what it means when time stops
Now I’m 30 and
we only talk through letters
Emails
Moments so small I cling to them for a year or more
Until I hear from him again
And he reads my poems you know
Please refrain
From mentioning yearning
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 8:43 AM UTC
It was nice to think
I’d see you again
Show you my space
How foolish I am
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 7:15 PM UTC
I endure this circle of hell
Maybe it’s a cycle
All of these years
It really does feel like the forever war doesn’t it?
I’m here and you are there
I’m upset for you acting like there was any kind of hope again
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 7:12 PM UTC
Why did you come around and ask if I was serious
As a joke?
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 7:06 PM UTC
