sleeplessdrizzle - Hello Poetry

my insides are twisting and shaking and burning. my wishes are too dreamy, aren't they? but i have to go on. i have to.

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Oct 18, 2020

Oct 18, 2020 at 11:39 PM UTC

my insides are twisting and shaking and burning. my wishes are too dreamy, aren't they? but i have to go on. i have to.

I saw it The corner in which my heartbeats sting The corner that reminds me of pain The corner that flashes back eveything The corner in which your stains remain. I saw it The very place where it befell The very place where it crashed The very place just like hell The very place where it was lashed. I saw it With my tired eyes, it lingers With my shattered heart, it's desolate With my regrets, I pressed my fingers With my slow places, I reminisced our fate. I saw it Your face that lit the universe Your face that glowed in every scene Your face that I couldn't curse Your face that will remain like that of a teen. I saw it The hidden smiles you flashed at me The hidden stare I returned to you The hidden connection of how we're meant to be The hidden memory made by two. I saw it The threaded face just like an art The face that caused my tears to fall like the rain The broken piece of pieces of my heart The coffin where you had peacefully lain. I saw it The eyes that said it all The nights that were lonely and cold The sadness that rolled in my life like a ball The love that was never ever told.

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Oct 1, 2020

Oct 1, 2020 at 8:42 PM UTC

I SAW IT

I saw it The corner in which my heartbeats sting The corner that reminds me of pain The corner that flashes back eveything The corner in which your stains remain. I saw it The very place where it befell The very place where it crashed The very place just like hell The very place where it was lashed. I saw it With my tired eyes, it lingers With my shattered heart, it's desolate With my regrets, I pressed my fingers With my slow places, I reminisced our fate. I saw it Your face that lit the universe Your face that glowed in every scene Your face that I couldn't curse Your face that will remain like that of a teen. I saw it The hidden smiles you flashed at me The hidden stare I returned to you The hidden connection of how we're meant to be The hidden memory made by two. I saw it The threaded face just like an art The face that caused my tears to fall like the rain The broken piece of pieces of my heart The coffin where you had peacefully lain. I saw it The eyes that said it all The nights that were lonely and cold The sadness that rolled in my life like a ball The love that was never ever told.

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the rumbling of the grey skies and the world's biggest and dirtiest lies had come again to my own senses that i am indeed an irreparable mess as the rain poured heavily, my heart started to feel the pain i was awakened from my reverie and my tears blended with the rain i thought of reconciling with the ache but the rain was something i could not take for when the skies rumble and cry i remember your most painful goodbye that day in summer, the rain appeared stripes were drawn on my window pane i could not protect you the way i feared just like how i was not able to stop the rain i despised the rain ever since you left but ink the deepest corner of my heart, you were kept and the rainfall could not silence my cries for you remained in my battles even in disguise as i stood here on this side of the road without an umbrella but a life to hold i looked on the other side and you were there but all i could do is cry, stand still and stare you took careful steps -- slow but sure i suddenly felt relief as if discovering a disease's cure the skies cried even more than before but my eyes witnessed how you were so kind and pure your umbrella may not have stopped the rain but it lessened the hurt in my memory lane now i know that when the skies cry i will always find hope in your goodbye in this dark and gloomy world of fools life still exists -- like how the rain falls just knowing that in our heads it pours from above life is beautiful when i can live in your love.

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Sep 18, 2020

Sep 18, 2020 at 2:19 AM UTC

when the skies cry

the rumbling of the grey skies and the world's biggest and dirtiest lies had come again to my own senses that i am indeed an irreparable mess as the rain poured heavily, my heart started to feel the pain i was awakened from my reverie and my tears blended with the rain i thought of reconciling with the ache but the rain was something i could not take for when the skies rumble and cry i remember your most painful goodbye that day in summer, the rain appeared stripes were drawn on my window pane i could not protect you the way i feared just like how i was not able to stop the rain i despised the rain ever since you left but ink the deepest corner of my heart, you were kept and the rainfall could not silence my cries for you remained in my battles even in disguise as i stood here on this side of the road without an umbrella but a life to hold i looked on the other side and you were there but all i could do is cry, stand still and stare you took careful steps -- slow but sure i suddenly felt relief as if discovering a disease's cure the skies cried even more than before but my eyes witnessed how you were so kind and pure your umbrella may not have stopped the rain but it lessened the hurt in my memory lane now i know that when the skies cry i will always find hope in your goodbye in this dark and gloomy world of fools life still exists -- like how the rain falls just knowing that in our heads it pours from above life is beautiful when i can live in your love.

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I let out a deafening sigh as I bid you my final goodbye I tried to stop the agonizing shivers but it resulted to weakening whispers I know our love was quite unpredictable Too young, too bold, too vulnerable I bet time had long known we’re impossible but we cannot remain forever indestructible My spine must have known the weight I carry And my heart and tears seem to betray me For I have sought for every answer to this Whilst I’ve clearly known I would be remiss Fate must be laughing at us now We learned why yet we still chose how And now all I think about is that crazy kiss, How you saved me as we made memories I looked at your sweet sad eyes I’d never forgive myself if I tell you more lies I’ve lied enough just to forget you It’s clear now, no sin would make me do Suddenly, it all arrived to my mind How I need you, how I can’t leave you behind While you taught me love, you taught me pain, too But I’d rather lose myself than lose you If you’re the wound I need to endure Then I won’t waste time finding for a cure If you’re the storm the world has to give Then I’d take the casualty you shall leave If you’re the suffering I’ve got to face Then I won’t even try escaping the maze If you’re the old habit that dies hard Then I can attest that indeed, you are bad.

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Aug 7, 2020

Aug 7, 2020 at 2:26 AM UTC

Old Bad Habit

I let out a deafening sigh as I bid you my final goodbye I tried to stop the agonizing shivers but it resulted to weakening whispers I know our love was quite unpredictable Too young, too bold, too vulnerable I bet time had long known we’re impossible but we cannot remain forever indestructible My spine must have known the weight I carry And my heart and tears seem to betray me For I have sought for every answer to this Whilst I’ve clearly known I would be remiss Fate must be laughing at us now We learned why yet we still chose how And now all I think about is that crazy kiss, How you saved me as we made memories I looked at your sweet sad eyes I’d never forgive myself if I tell you more lies I’ve lied enough just to forget you It’s clear now, no sin would make me do Suddenly, it all arrived to my mind How I need you, how I can’t leave you behind While you taught me love, you taught me pain, too But I’d rather lose myself than lose you If you’re the wound I need to endure Then I won’t waste time finding for a cure If you’re the storm the world has to give Then I’d take the casualty you shall leave If you’re the suffering I’ve got to face Then I won’t even try escaping the maze If you’re the old habit that dies hard Then I can attest that indeed, you are bad.

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it was a nightmare — a night i wish to forget. you laid your eyes on me and i looked back at you. i tried to force a smile but you told me not to. i tried to hold your hand but you moved away. tears fell on my cheeks, and you told me you can’t stay. what happened to the eyes that kept me lost yet found? what happened to the touch that kept me safe and sound? what happened to the dreams we tried to reach? maybe you’re just another lesson to me that life is ought to teach.

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Aug 6, 2020

Aug 6, 2020 at 8:03 PM UTC

lesson

it was a nightmare — a night i wish to forget. you laid your eyes on me and i looked back at you. i tried to force a smile but you told me not to. i tried to hold your hand but you moved away. tears fell on my cheeks, and you told me you can’t stay. what happened to the eyes that kept me lost yet found? what happened to the touch that kept me safe and sound? what happened to the dreams we tried to reach? maybe you’re just another lesson to me that life is ought to teach.

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i’ll be waiting in this forsaken hearth where there is no more fire left to give me warmth. i’ll wait until the sun rises or until it sets. i’ll wait until the rain stops or until it pours more. i’ll wait until it’s noon or until it’s already four. i’ll wait until you come back or until I lose myself in this cold, cold night. oh, beloved — salvage me tonight; or else, I’ll fall apart.

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Aug 6, 2020

Aug 6, 2020 at 7:55 PM UTC

until

i’ll be waiting in this forsaken hearth where there is no more fire left to give me warmth. i’ll wait until the sun rises or until it sets. i’ll wait until the rain stops or until it pours more. i’ll wait until it’s noon or until it’s already four. i’ll wait until you come back or until I lose myself in this cold, cold night. oh, beloved — salvage me tonight; or else, I’ll fall apart.

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satan said he’d meet me soon so i shall wait for the blood moon i’d travel to hell not knowing why i’d disappear without saying goodbye satan said i’d stay in his arms right after falling for his charms i’d lay with him playing dead unaware he’s a cloud in my head satan said i shall come with him he’ll take me to the darkest grim i nodded and wore my brand new eyes and now hell is just another paradise.

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Aug 4, 2020

Aug 4, 2020 at 10:17 AM UTC

satan said

satan said he’d meet me soon so i shall wait for the blood moon i’d travel to hell not knowing why i’d disappear without saying goodbye satan said i’d stay in his arms right after falling for his charms i’d lay with him playing dead unaware he’s a cloud in my head satan said i shall come with him he’ll take me to the darkest grim i nodded and wore my brand new eyes and now hell is just another paradise.

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you’ve always been a house cat — even compared to a lioness or a cheetah or a tigress. no matter how hard you try for your voice to be louder, they’d still underestimate you, so you aim to be just genuinely you; that’s all that matters.

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Jul 26, 2020

Jul 26, 2020 at 8:27 PM UTC

house cat

you’ve always been a house cat — even compared to a lioness or a cheetah or a tigress. no matter how hard you try for your voice to be louder, they’d still underestimate you, so you aim to be just genuinely you; that’s all that matters.

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big waves in the sea they keep on inviting me i shall take this risk.

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Jul 26, 2020

Jul 26, 2020 at 1:21 PM UTC

waves

big waves in the sea they keep on inviting me i shall take this risk.

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you cast a spell on me and to my delight, i felt the same tingling sensation in my spine. let me tell you this, lovely enchantress — you need not cast a spell on me for right from the start, you already enchanted me.

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Jul 25, 2020

Jul 25, 2020 at 5:57 PM UTC

enchantress

you cast a spell on me and to my delight, i felt the same tingling sensation in my spine. let me tell you this, lovely enchantress — you need not cast a spell on me for right from the start, you already enchanted me.

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