skye-gale - Hello Poetry

What if it doesn't matter anymore? If I continue to be hypnotized by The sweet nothings of hindrances, My rotting future will come faster If I said alright to your command My soul really breaks into pieces Look in my eyes one more time You're killing me, urging me to end myself On the verge of being loveless Can I begin the collapse of my smiles I'm hanging on to the edge of thrills Of what they called unforgivable sins I fought, I fought the pens and letters I lost control over the monster Hiding in my darkest dreams God, I'm terribly bad at hiding myself

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Oct 31, 2014

Oct 31, 2014 at 11:06 PM UTC

Nevermore

What if it doesn't matter anymore? If I continue to be hypnotized by The sweet nothings of hindrances, My rotting future will come faster If I said alright to your command My soul really breaks into pieces Look in my eyes one more time You're killing me, urging me to end myself On the verge of being loveless Can I begin the collapse of my smiles I'm hanging on to the edge of thrills Of what they called unforgivable sins I fought, I fought the pens and letters I lost control over the monster Hiding in my darkest dreams God, I'm terribly bad at hiding myself

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Love’s not what I meant When he thought it was I saw him as a savior When he saw me as a lover I poured my heart out When he kept his from me I broke this boring attachment When he tried to keep it together My arms cried for me When his eyes cried for him My emotions stopped When his overflowed I am the villain When he is the victim

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Oct 25, 2014

Oct 25, 2014 at 4:41 AM UTC

Boredom

Love’s not what I meant When he thought it was I saw him as a savior When he saw me as a lover I poured my heart out When he kept his from me I broke this boring attachment When he tried to keep it together My arms cried for me When his eyes cried for him My emotions stopped When his overflowed I am the villain When he is the victim

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I lusted for someone's love But I do hate my pride I landed in Paranoia Isolated, away from civilization I wrote for help with bloodied fingers But not an aircraft flew by I thought I will die To rot under the horrid sun for the day Dusk finally came by I sat on the sand Dry as my hope Rough as my life I realized I was lost in wonderland Peeking through every corners Greed represented my hands I am evil, it dawned to me as I stayed longer I ripped a beating heart out of a chest Torn it apart in half Watched how my victim took its last dying breath And threw the lifeless body in its untimely grave with the others Is this the price I shall pay? God forgive me, what else will I say But how come I am still alive Maybe I am better off here Alone with the devils of my past Starving for blood that is to be drank Wondering how long I will last I then lost my humanity My instincts are my true friends They kept me alive I became a predator, always in search for a prey

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Oct 17, 2014

Oct 17, 2014 at 11:25 PM UTC

Predator

I lusted for someone's love But I do hate my pride I landed in Paranoia Isolated, away from civilization I wrote for help with bloodied fingers But not an aircraft flew by I thought I will die To rot under the horrid sun for the day Dusk finally came by I sat on the sand Dry as my hope Rough as my life I realized I was lost in wonderland Peeking through every corners Greed represented my hands I am evil, it dawned to me as I stayed longer I ripped a beating heart out of a chest Torn it apart in half Watched how my victim took its last dying breath And threw the lifeless body in its untimely grave with the others Is this the price I shall pay? God forgive me, what else will I say But how come I am still alive Maybe I am better off here Alone with the devils of my past Starving for blood that is to be drank Wondering how long I will last I then lost my humanity My instincts are my true friends They kept me alive I became a predator, always in search for a prey

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Drink me Inhale me Taste me Use me Yelled the fine things Through my drunken haze I brushed off reality Like a bitter taste of wine Funny looks Concerned gazes Puzzled stares Hidden critics I give you the finger My eyes blinking blearily I count the time As it continues to run Before Today, After Tomorrow The fun is never ending Thank you, brain Goodbye, conscience For I love being high With no regrets to forget the pain

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Oct 17, 2014

Oct 17, 2014 at 8:36 AM UTC

Medicine

Drink me Inhale me Taste me Use me Yelled the fine things Through my drunken haze I brushed off reality Like a bitter taste of wine Funny looks Concerned gazes Puzzled stares Hidden critics I give you the finger My eyes blinking blearily I count the time As it continues to run Before Today, After Tomorrow The fun is never ending Thank you, brain Goodbye, conscience For I love being high With no regrets to forget the pain

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