He was 16 Trying to be
The perfect guy
Trying to make
Someone understand
How addicted he was
To self destruction
To sadness to the feeling
Of a cold blade
Of an empty stomach
There was nothing
He could say
He could only
Sit in his room
And dream about dying
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 6:59 AM UTC
The way I love her is unlike anything I've ever felt
My heart is literally melting
When she calls me
I hear her voice
And I'm at peace
My eyes meet hers
When I see her face
And it brings tears to my eyes
I miss her so much even though I'm looking at her
Nothing can stray me away from her
She's the most amazing, worthy, lovely person I'll ever know
I want her to be my wife
She belongs in my life
I'm so in love it hurts
A pain so sweet
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 8:20 AM UTC
My mind wanders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you.
'Cause every time I awake I ponder on my mistakes of what I said.
It's always my esteeme that I sure lose.
Playing those stupid games, I will always end up chasing you.
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 4:20 PM UTC
"I want you more than i want the
oxygen in my lungs.
I crave you more than I crave sleep at
night.
They say where you sleep is home, but
honestly, the moment you fall into my
arms, that is my home."
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 8:29 AM UTC
I tried to be good at something
But I ended up being a noting
I was smiling
Even though I felt like crying
I felt so alone
Like I was in this all on my own
I could only hurt myself
Because there felt like nothing else
I was lying and lying
No one knew what I was hiding
I wanted to die
And no one knew why
I'll just go to bed
And hope I wake up dead
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 4:43 AM UTC
Would you care if I ended it all tonight,
Left just like that, out of sight?
My demons are screaming at me to attack,
And this time I'm not going to fight back.
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 4:50 AM UTC
"I wonder if I've ever been the topic of any of your poems,
God knows you've been the muse of all mine."
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
Getting attached to someone
Is the one most ******
Up things you can do
Once you're attached
There's no turning back
It becomes too late before
You even realize
It is terrifying when you
Realize that someone else
Is in control of your
happiness
Because when they walk away
You find yourself stuck
Attempting to re-gain
Control of yourself.
I Hate This
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 8:26 AM UTC
Getting attached to someone
Is the one most ******
Up things you can do
Once you're attached
There's no turning back
It becomes too late before
You even realize
It is terrifying when you
Realize that someone else
Is in control of your
happiness
Because when they walk away
You find yourself stuck
Attempting to re-gain
Control of yourself.
I Hate This
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 8:26 AM UTC
Getting attached to someone
Is the one most ******
Up things you can do
Once you're attached
There's no turning back
It becomes too late before
You even realize
It is terrifying when you
Realize that someone else
Is in control of your
happiness
Because when they walk away
You find yourself stuck
Attempting to re-gain
Control of yourself.
I Hate This
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 8:25 AM UTC