sizzlingtoaster - Hello Poetry

The day is coming near, And I'm not sure if I'm ready I'm doing what I can in fear In order to keep my life steady. The thought of walking Onto that stage The diploma I'll be grabbing Proof that I've come of age.

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May 15, 2019

May 15, 2019 at 2:00 PM UTC

Graduation

The day is coming near, And I'm not sure if I'm ready I'm doing what I can in fear In order to keep my life steady. The thought of walking Onto that stage The diploma I'll be grabbing Proof that I've come of age.

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I'm running out of patience Running out of hope The last thing that I need is To be hanged by a rope.

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May 13, 2019

May 13, 2019 at 12:44 PM UTC

Lack

I'm running out of patience Running out of hope The last thing that I need is To be hanged by a rope.

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Why did you have to lie to me? Did you not trust me? What were you trying to prove? Is it me you want to lose? You make me want to **** her. My vision's becoming a blur. I'm getting murderous thoughts. It's for you, I've always fought. You lied to me You lied to me You lied to me You lied to me And now I know how it feels. Now I know that stuff like this, Doesn't heal. I don't know what to think anymore.

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May 1, 2019

May 1, 2019 at 1:21 PM UTC

Why?

Why did you have to lie to me? Did you not trust me? What were you trying to prove? Is it me you want to lose? You make me want to **** her. My vision's becoming a blur. I'm getting murderous thoughts. It's for you, I've always fought. You lied to me You lied to me You lied to me You lied to me And now I know how it feels. Now I know that stuff like this, Doesn't heal. I don't know what to think anymore.

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This is the wrong body I'm not supposed to be like this Why did my brain develop one way It makes my soul dehisce. I'm not who you see me as Yes, not a girl I am a man Not a pretty little pearl. But no matter how much I bind My chest down to choking My family buys me dresses The dysphoria they're provoking

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Apr 29, 2019

Apr 29, 2019 at 12:56 PM UTC

Not My Skin

This is the wrong body I'm not supposed to be like this Why did my brain develop one way It makes my soul dehisce. I'm not who you see me as Yes, not a girl I am a man Not a pretty little pearl. But no matter how much I bind My chest down to choking My family buys me dresses The dysphoria they're provoking

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There's no other feeling like Feeling... empty. Where there's no place to call home until I turn the age of twenty. Mother doesn't want me coming back Because I offended her And the reason why Is because I'm transgender. I slept at my boyfriend's But couldn't stay long And that's when I realized Life is all wrong. I'm in a hotel now I have food and shelter But now the things I had I cannot welter Where do I go next? I don't know But maybe there's something On the other side of the rainbow.

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Apr 29, 2019

Apr 29, 2019 at 12:41 PM UTC

Homeless

There's no other feeling like Feeling... empty. Where there's no place to call home until I turn the age of twenty. Mother doesn't want me coming back Because I offended her And the reason why Is because I'm transgender. I slept at my boyfriend's But couldn't stay long And that's when I realized Life is all wrong. I'm in a hotel now I have food and shelter But now the things I had I cannot welter Where do I go next? I don't know But maybe there's something On the other side of the rainbow.

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Mistakes have been made, and I'm not sure how to fix them. I try my hardest to be normal, and yet I'm still condemned. They yell yell YELL. And I can't escape the torture that they create.

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Apr 26, 2019

Apr 26, 2019 at 3:46 PM UTC

Mistakes

Mistakes have been made, and I'm not sure how to fix them. I try my hardest to be normal, and yet I'm still condemned. They yell yell YELL. And I can't escape the torture that they create.

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