i dreamt
of you again
we were in bed
our bed
our home
and you looked at me with a light in your eyes
that woke me from exhaustion
you touched my face in a way
that proved I'd always be yours
Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 12:28 AM UTC
For once I'd like to sleep next to you instead of my phone
Feel the rhythm of your breath instead of the vibration of a text
I could watch you in your sleep
Your peaceful silhouette with the faintest streaks of light draped over you, just enough so that I can make out your face
It is not harsh like the blinding light of my phone when I open your message at 4am wishing that i had gotten back to you sooner
Because I think about all the moments I didn't reach you in time and what id do to have the opportunity back
To fill every moment that I spent missing you with a memory we can both share
sleeping with you is the only way I can sleep and even then I still miss you
hearing, seeing and feeling you, I know you're not just a dream
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 9:04 AM UTC
Your words
Are your gentle lips on my cheek
Your stare
Is that of Gods on the first day of creation
Your embrace
Is the home I never had
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 1:24 AM UTC
It was spiritual
The way you brought my hands behind my back
Like I was praying to some kind of backwards god
Brainwashed by confused religion
But you kissed me so good
That I prayed to a God that solely existed for me
I prayed to you
I prayed for us
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 1:10 AM UTC
it's one thing to not believe in forever
I leave that up to the optimists
that's something they look forward too
because it's not as realistic for some to believe in an 'always' as it is for others
but that doesn't mean we can't believe in today
and so I'll tell you today
that I'm looking forward to tomorrow
indefinitely
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 7:46 PM UTC
i read a conversation we had one year ago to date
and i broke a little because things are not what they used to be
and i wondered if by this time next year
we will even speak to each other at all
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 7:41 PM UTC
never share anything you love or like with them
so that the one day
when things have ended
nothing is robbed from you
you can continue to love everything as you did before
without thinking of them at all
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
you were high
and sound asleep
and you were dreaming of things that could never be
things like you and me
and you made sounds in your sleep
that made my stomach stir
and i held you close because you were cold and shaking
and i thought that this would be the last time
the last time I would give in to you
and let your addiction win
because i was just as bad
surrendering myself just as much as you were
you gave in to the highs of drugs
and i gave in to your lows of life
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 10:50 AM UTC
one hundred thousand love letters
to my King
ten a day, two before bed
words detailing the stories of our love and it's follies
there is nothing in this world more sacred to me than the connection
of your soul and mine
we came together
against all odds
here we are
there you were
for me
my King
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 8:15 PM UTC
you wore lies on your tongue
like that ring in your mouth
and like your parents
i was equally disappointed
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 1:14 PM UTC