sindy - Hello Poetry

You are all after me Telling me my life is perfect As if i plant that in your brains As if as soon as i feel down I have all of you reminding me it's perfect it's a dream -- Really now i just feel alone Right waiting for my familly to come home How can i feel so alone next to the one i love Afraid to be stuck Back to a confort zone i don't feel confortable -- I pannick I need control over this emotion and very soon -- Calm dow Brief You know it will all be alright Remember to feel every moment -- Actually I recovering from my bad side I know it hurts Not wondering why i feel what i feel I am just fighting fall in love with you

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Jun 23, 2019

Jun 23, 2019 at 10:18 AM UTC

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You are all after me Telling me my life is perfect As if i plant that in your brains As if as soon as i feel down I have all of you reminding me it's perfect it's a dream -- Really now i just feel alone Right waiting for my familly to come home How can i feel so alone next to the one i love Afraid to be stuck Back to a confort zone i don't feel confortable -- I pannick I need control over this emotion and very soon -- Calm dow Brief You know it will all be alright Remember to feel every moment -- Actually I recovering from my bad side I know it hurts Not wondering why i feel what i feel I am just fighting fall in love with you

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I miss you kissing me, Today I just realized how good you kissed Today I feel like I don’t want just *** anymore I need much more, your hugs, our conversations, your touch *** is just a way for most people to get all the rest they need I don’t want to play by the rule one more time If I get *** will be because I really need it If I just need hugs then I will get hugs no more no less I am not a machine, I have feelings and I assume it I don’t want just *** anymore So keep your pants on And your mouth shut if you want to ask for something I can’t offer I miss you kissing me

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Jun 20, 2019

Jun 20, 2019 at 1:36 AM UTC

I miss you kissing me

I miss you kissing me, Today I just realized how good you kissed Today I feel like I don’t want just *** anymore I need much more, your hugs, our conversations, your touch *** is just a way for most people to get all the rest they need I don’t want to play by the rule one more time If I get *** will be because I really need it If I just need hugs then I will get hugs no more no less I am not a machine, I have feelings and I assume it I don’t want just *** anymore So keep your pants on And your mouth shut if you want to ask for something I can’t offer I miss you kissing me

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It’s not their job to like me, it’s mine. What a better place than Bali to fall in love? More I know myself less ******** I tolerate Many people believe they know Most think they are lost forever The most important would be not to judge, no to question so much How could we still listen to those haters When they are the one that are mainly lost This voice in my head most of the time if **** up But at least I always know where she is and who she is

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May 17, 2019

May 17, 2019 at 2:58 AM UTC

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It’s not their job to like me, it’s mine. What a better place than Bali to fall in love? More I know myself less ******** I tolerate Many people believe they know Most think they are lost forever The most important would be not to judge, no to question so much How could we still listen to those haters When they are the one that are mainly lost This voice in my head most of the time if **** up But at least I always know where she is and who she is

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I can see it from the way they look at me Some questioning why I don’t walk the line Most don't even care about the person that I might be Is is not kinda crazy ? Living in a world where everyone has something to say about everybody. While not many really work on who they are?! I never been afraid to be different but always to be the same than everyone, Should we not worry more about loving ourselves rather than loving the idea of people loving us? Self-love is not selfish is the way toward love I know when the time will be right everything will fall into place and I am ready to work hard for it. Until then let’s share love! Mind, Body, Spirit

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May 17, 2019

May 17, 2019 at 2:57 AM UTC

Mind, Body, Spirit

I can see it from the way they look at me Some questioning why I don’t walk the line Most don't even care about the person that I might be Is is not kinda crazy ? Living in a world where everyone has something to say about everybody. While not many really work on who they are?! I never been afraid to be different but always to be the same than everyone, Should we not worry more about loving ourselves rather than loving the idea of people loving us? Self-love is not selfish is the way toward love I know when the time will be right everything will fall into place and I am ready to work hard for it. Until then let’s share love! Mind, Body, Spirit

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I am a bad dream living in your nightmares

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May 3, 2019

May 3, 2019 at 12:07 PM UTC

Bad dream

I am a bad dream living in your nightmares

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I am in the restaurant My friend just left the table And here I feel all complete I enjoy being with her But her leaving remind me how much I love to be by myself I guess that’s what we call self love I spent the all day stress Now just being alone Remind me that the smallest thing in life are the one I enjoy the most Sharing a meal with myself Watching people around I never feel alone by myself This is supposed to make me afraid Afraid that I loose my social part but I don’t think I do It’s noisy I am surrounded by people It’s just me and my beer and I few complete I guess that’s what we call self love

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Apr 28, 2019

Apr 28, 2019 at 12:15 AM UTC

Self love, here all alone

I am in the restaurant My friend just left the table And here I feel all complete I enjoy being with her But her leaving remind me how much I love to be by myself I guess that’s what we call self love I spent the all day stress Now just being alone Remind me that the smallest thing in life are the one I enjoy the most Sharing a meal with myself Watching people around I never feel alone by myself This is supposed to make me afraid Afraid that I loose my social part but I don’t think I do It’s noisy I am surrounded by people It’s just me and my beer and I few complete I guess that’s what we call self love

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I ******* miss you I ******* hate you I should stop drinking Every time I am drunk It reminds me of our drunk night together Do you remember how much we used to laugh? How much fun we were together? No one could stop us, we were the soul of the party, the vibe of the night. I hope she gives you everything I could not give you I hope she is there to laugh with you on your drunk nights. I miss our drunk nights

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Apr 28, 2019

Apr 28, 2019 at 12:14 AM UTC

I miss our drunk nights

I ******* miss you I ******* hate you I should stop drinking Every time I am drunk It reminds me of our drunk night together Do you remember how much we used to laugh? How much fun we were together? No one could stop us, we were the soul of the party, the vibe of the night. I hope she gives you everything I could not give you I hope she is there to laugh with you on your drunk nights. I miss our drunk nights

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I am in the restaurant My friend just left the table And here I feel all complete I enjoy being with her But her leaving remind me how much I love to be by myself I guess that’s what we call self love I spent the all day stress Now just being alone Remind me that the smallest thing in life are the one I enjoy the most Sharing a meal with myself Watching people around I never feel alone by myself This is supposed to make me afraid Afraid that I loose my social part but I don’t think I do It’s noisy I am surrounded by people It’s just me and my beer and I fell complete I guess that’s what we call self love

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Apr 25, 2019

Apr 25, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC

Self love, here all alone

I am in the restaurant My friend just left the table And here I feel all complete I enjoy being with her But her leaving remind me how much I love to be by myself I guess that’s what we call self love I spent the all day stress Now just being alone Remind me that the smallest thing in life are the one I enjoy the most Sharing a meal with myself Watching people around I never feel alone by myself This is supposed to make me afraid Afraid that I loose my social part but I don’t think I do It’s noisy I am surrounded by people It’s just me and my beer and I fell complete I guess that’s what we call self love

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The older i get to more i see the world is not perfect And also realized that it's not that bad I start to appreciate the bad in the good and the good in the bad Heaven always get a little ***** where i live

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Apr 3, 2019

Apr 3, 2019 at 10:30 AM UTC

Heaven always get a little *****

The older i get to more i see the world is not perfect And also realized that it's not that bad I start to appreciate the bad in the good and the good in the bad Heaven always get a little ***** where i live

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There is nothing left to say I will be fine! Every little lie I am letting go I open my eyes --- There is nothing left to say (When i want to scream about this mess) I will be fine! (Pretending that I am alright) Every little lie (Impossible to hide) I am letting go (Anyway you are already gone) I open my eyes (Even if my heart is closed) --- You could just fix it with words (Don't want to hear your voice)

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Apr 3, 2019

Apr 3, 2019 at 10:22 AM UTC

(Pretending that I am alright)

There is nothing left to say I will be fine! Every little lie I am letting go I open my eyes --- There is nothing left to say (When i want to scream about this mess) I will be fine! (Pretending that I am alright) Every little lie (Impossible to hide) I am letting go (Anyway you are already gone) I open my eyes (Even if my heart is closed) --- You could just fix it with words (Don't want to hear your voice)

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