
moonlight shining,
hello darling
everytime that vast worn out
staircase descends,
lightning slashing through
space and time,
leaving our mighty heavens starstruck
thunder reverberating through realms roaring with man’s sin,
shattering the undead’s train of thought
in this inhospitable land of constant chaos
with our mere inhospitable hollow souls
roaming it seeking naught,
or perhaps destruction
if you step unto that baroque castle
soaked in oil of angels,
finding yourself in its filthy stomach
or perhaps its quite pristine
until the filth that is yourself became,
glance at thy skeletal visage as shown
in her adorned reflective portal
memorize its metallic flavor, bathe in its
melancholic blood mirages
disperse ones ripples of past reverie
allow thy inorganic heart to sink fangs into those crimson crystalline veins
annihilate laws, deconstruct equilibrium
preach propagation, breed memories
mayhap then
the mourning actors will understand
all’s moving towards the past
conclude our haunting beauty
take the barn owl headed man’s hands
as one is escorted to that
pearl draped bed
across the bridge of moths
meet me there
at the edge of the universe
where all creations
organic and inorganic matter alike
converge at finality’s
battle of the larynx.
Jan 20
Jan 20, 2026 at 10:52 AM UTC
as that white luminous orb sings to me every night,
finding me yearning in a state of inescapable isolation,
longing for you to inhabit my vessel once more,
begging for your soul to land back within my fingertips,
smiling in a daze when i think of all the times we had,
a time when you were mine to absorb,
a time when my veins would crave sinking their teeth into your heart,
allowing it to pulsate with the pinnacle of human emotion, my love.
one you deemed was infatuation, obsession, dependency, exhausting.
but if yours was “love” , why would you refuse my hearts gates?
one you deemed evermore a segregated cage.
as that red luminous orb sings to me every night, evoking that image of our beautiful red string intertwining our caricatures close,
comforting me of my loss
for when i regrettably wake up,
realizing its songs full of deception,
myself full of delusions,
finding it was an unadorned white string i had pulled and submerged in our blood, in an attempt to fool the universe.
finding oneself laying in a puddle of pretty teardrops,
a heart super soaked,
drowning me in my own sorrows from the inside out
gently arising, passing silk curtains, ones footsteps approaching that glistening balcony,
my eyes call for clouds to reveal,
as that white orb cries empathizing with my epiphany,
i close my heart once more, the breeze carrying me to the tides, where the ebbs and flow will chant my bloods flavor,
moons mourning the oceans tragedy.
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 8:15 AM UTC
as violins moan and cry
as the night closes her eyes
as families mourn and grieve
as the atmosphere besieges the land
wet droplets soaking the wooden
crows cyclically wailing losses
i felt it
when a feather touched upon me
it whispered songs of painful death
in a severely distraught headspace
my throat began to reverberate
echoing in soil
digging throughout earths body
desperately attempting to grasp
that star
failing each time
again and again
and again and again
laying there my shell of a heart drenched
in the sky’s tears refusing to pulse
the melody of life
i felt it
when death’s footsteps approached
extending six hands to me
embracing that man with the
barn owl’s head
forgetting a future returning to a past
entering that seed and departing
for tomorrow will no longer hold out
a seat for ……
moonlight shining,
goodbye darling.
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 7:52 AM UTC
laying in that eternal white void i wonder
how the oceans flow,
the forests grow,
the skies arose,
the earth upholds,
as the universe chose
and my energetic field’s connection to it all
will my veins run as deep
as the river networks?
my lungs branch out full of freedom as the trees,
the print of my touch agree with the stump of nature,
my eyes glow ethereally as the galaxies,
the tides sing to the ebbs and flow of my blood,
if the death of a star
reads to the birth of thy cells,
then who is i?
then propagating that eternal white void
they sing♬ :
“O you who have reached the end,
enter into the paradise that envelops
all, join this great choir of organic matter
and feast~ listen to the billions upon
billions of cosmos holding you in their
embrace, harvesting thy gem of soul
from within moons.”
alas, nothing runs unknown anymore
for i who breathed life into the heavens
my soul shall erupt,
a luminous stellar explosion of love,
o supernova named after oneself
as you birth gods and monsters
alike,
let’s whisper once more,
“for we life, are everything and
everywhere all at once”
Aug 14, 2025
Aug 14, 2025 at 9:50 PM UTC
a foggy figure i see,
eerily watching i deem,
as the crows rattles grow delighted,
the red crystal lays splattered,
in my dreams that i’ve sown,
a dire need i have grown
to escape from the forest,
each tree serving as memory,
who she is i may never remember,
alas, no need to fret,
for when the red lily blooms,
the clouds have already
carried her soul far,
a foggy figure i see,
you who i killed i plead.
Aug 14, 2025
Aug 14, 2025 at 9:38 PM UTC
dear moon,
how i constantly seek your guidance
through the dead of night
wishing for you to illuminate my dark thoughts
i gaze at thy bright moonlight reflecting on
ripples of rivers
basking in thy calm breeze and the scent of
love & purity enveloping me
caressing my heart and soul
like a mother to her child
a woman to her wife
i abandon all worry and fear
for in this moment
i shall love without hurt
know peace without war
belong without suffering the loss of oneself
the shimmering sparkles
clearing the fog of my mind
the haziness of my sight
the agony of my heart
i find home in your eyes my love
an unreachable paradise so distant yet so familiarly consoling
how my soul unconditionally longs for your affectionate embrace
wishing upon every star
to be up above with you
through heaven’s soft clouds
like cotton and silk on my skin
praying lost souls find empathy
wrapping earth with our hearts
eternally pulsing full of love
sincerely,
yours forever.
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 11:26 PM UTC
i sleep through the night,
my dreams aching, full of light
will they ever know peace,
as my soul yearns for release
i tread under bright moonlight,
a river clearing the fog of my sight
in utter stillness,
i take in the glistening scenery…
where is the home i miss,
only remembered in drunken bliss.
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 11:16 PM UTC