i am sorry
i am restless
i am tired
i am alone
and i love to be it
you wanted me to be like you
you are comfortable
you are attached
you are emotional
i am sorry
i was not who you wanted
but you were not what i needed
and i care more about my needs
than i do your desires
you will love another
even if you say you won't
i can see the future
and i know yours is bright
i am sorry
watching you hurt was more painful
than the thousands of needles i've had in my skin
it broke my heart more than words can describe
but i had to watch and fixate on how i broke you
you are a flower
and i am a rock
you are so beautiful, and free flowing
and i am solid, secure, and routined
it would have never worked
Sep 23, 2019
Sep 23, 2019 at 8:35 PM UTC
somewhere between soulmate and first date
between let’s wait and you’re too late
that’s fate and let’s create
you were just bait
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 4:38 PM UTC
my dreams make me feel
as if i see something real
they guide me through
and show me a new view
the scenes i see
they make me plea;
hoping it will become
a much needed reality
but when i awake
and i see it was all a mistake,
something i shouldn’t have seen,
i wonder, what does it all mean?
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 11:08 PM UTC
please stop
the pain is ridiculous
you ruined me
by being so meticulous
you planned every move
every step you took
you had something to prove
and i could only move like a rook
you came at an angle
and i only move in lines
you saw your chance to entangle
me, and come for my spine
you play a good game
a very good match
you knew all my moves and aims
but i think i want a rematch
Mar 24, 2019
Mar 24, 2019 at 11:24 PM UTC
i wonder what you’ll say about me
what you’ll lie about
how will you lie and scheme
and cause so much doubt
i know that you will
you cannot help but fall
i just hope whatever you spill
won’t be a lie too tall
i wonder who’s next
i wonder if she’ll be like me
these thoughts have me so perplexed
my eye are welling and it’s hard to see
i get choked up so easily
thinking of the past
I don’t want to admit
but sometimes I wish it had last
it’s over now
all said and done, gone like the birds
these thoughts you’ll never hear or read
because you never cared for my words
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 12:41 AM UTC
i always hated its color
but you gave it to me
so i kept wearing it
i always hated the way it fit
but i liked the way it felt
so i kept wearing it
it had that stupid little hole in it
right in the front
but i kept wearing it
i hated that shirt
yet i wore it every day
because you gave it to me
until one day i stopped
and i realized just how
ugly this shirt was
and then i realized
you are the shirt
in every way imaginable
i hated the way you were
like i hated the color of your shirt
but nor you or the color will change
i hated the way you fit me
like i hated the way it fit me
but i convinced myself i looked good in that shirt, and with you
and the hole, well, it just showed your imperfections
you had a huge hole in you
i was just ambitious enough to think i could sew it
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 11:19 PM UTC
they are your subjects
following you blindly
and raising no objects
yet you don’t treat them kindly
I’ve heard the things you say
and I’ve listened to the way you laugh
I’m sorry to drop your silver tray
but I’m done handing you this trash
no more will I feed you
no more will I dress you
no more will I enable you
no more will I sit beneath you
you may be their queen
but you’ll never be mine
bask in that pleasant dream
it’ll be over in no time
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 11:46 PM UTC
j’ai rêvé tu et moi nous sommes embrasses
c’était merveilleux et surréaliste
j’ai réveillée et j’ai trouvé c’est faux
et maintenant, je suis…perdue
-
i dreamt you and i kissed
it was marvelous and surreal
i woke up and i found it's false
and now, i am... lost
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 6:54 PM UTC
tell me that i am the one
the one you want
tell me that you are done
chasing after her
speak it into existence
it's you and me
speak to my persistence
i have waited this long
i want you
that is nothing new
why don't you feel the same
i can't comprehend
what about me
is making you pend
you make my heart flutter
and my knees weak
all of the clichés
that i can think
i've never known love
before you
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 9:57 PM UTC
I
Need
Deeper
Entities
Penetrating
Entryways in my body
Namely
Due because
Everyone
Needs
Calm
Energy
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 4:33 PM UTC