New love has given me life.
It has given me new eyes and ears.
A new heart and fresh blood in my veins.
You woke up my soul.
You're an amazing alarm.
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 1:31 PM UTC
she wasn't the sun to my sky
she was the air in my lungs.
she wasn't my heart and soul
she was the blood in my veins.
she wasn't the only person i've ever loved
but was the only person i would've killed for.
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 10:18 PM UTC
nights are the worst
when the thoughts come in
from every angle
and i have no chance
of getting any sleep.
my problems become larger than life.
my past comes back to haunt me until i wish i was dead.
and i forget to breathe.
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC
i try to think about anything else
besides you
but it's hard.
how can i think about anything else
besides you
when you
were my everything?
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC
We let love wrap its hands
Around our necks
And watch us squirm for air
While it asked us
"Will you both be faithful?"
"Do you know each other's fears?"
"Do you know each other's favorite colors?"
We let love crush our throats
Until the only breath we had left
Was to ask
"Forever?"
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 1:33 AM UTC
I caused the tears
To stream down her face
And wet her shirt
My mistakes are piling up
Higher and higher and higher
And I don't think she can take it anymore
Soon, I will be a distant memory
Soon, I will be her past
As she look towards a bright future
Without me
Without us
Without this
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 1:21 AM UTC
She was an angel
But I turned her into the devil
With my lies
With my carelessness
With my anger
With my hate
I set fire to a flower
And was shocked
When the flower
Fell in my lap
And set me on fire
All the flower needed
Was attention
And love
And effort
And everything I wasn't ready
To give
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 1:12 AM UTC
we try to play numb
to our thoughts and feelings
like there's a chance
they will leave us alone
as if they will disappear
if we try to avoid them
but they never will
they have no days off on their schedule
they make us who we are
they're parts of ourselves no one can see
at night
during the day
every second
every minute
every hour
we can't avoid ourselves, our minds
we can't escape the mirrors, the reflections
we can't be numb, and refuse to ever feel
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 7:31 PM UTC
i found fragments of bullets
inside of me this morning
they've been there since the day
you shot me in the heart
then proceeded to exit out of my life
without even a goodbye
i never cried once when i thought about you
for days, weeks, months
told myself that everything would be fine
everything would be just fine
but i was lying to myself
as i did when we were together
every day i told myself
that we would last forever
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 7:06 PM UTC
i live inside my mind
it's a broken home
negative thoughts line the walls
insecurities cook in the kitchen
broken is an understatement
i'm internal
not external
i won't tell you i'm dying
you will see it, feel it, hear it
that's how i am
it's how i'll always be
i don't think i will ever be set free
from myself
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 2:56 PM UTC