I have a strange mind —
It only remembers things
that are too cold
and tragic
I have a strange mind —
It only remembers misery,
grief and torments
In my sleep
my mind only gives me
ceaseless nightmares
Sometimes my mind
would go on a quest
in search of a speck
of hope
only for it to get lost
Sometimes my mind
creates moments of bliss
but I can only see
void
or maybe
there's really nothing to see.
I have a strange mind
and I'm starting to wonder
maybe my mind
can only recall moments
that are real.
Jul 27, 2020
Jul 27, 2020 at 2:32 AM UTC
To you who whip through your pain,
Remember that your mind is abounding,
It is mesmerizing
that when you start to talk about your ideas,
it's like your wondrous mind is pulling me
inside this enormous galaxy,
not a mere galaxy that is empty
instead it is full of heavenly bodies
and colors and life.
I fly in comfort,
I feel weightless.
When you talk about your dreams,
I can picture you collecting the stardust
and making a life out of it
Your eyes speaks like an abstract
of meteor showers
and comets
and auroras,
painted in one great canvas.
The more I explore into it,
the more I could understand
the rhythm of your thoughts.
If you're thinking
that your life had fallen apart;
Remember me,
me who you shared your light and hope with,
You came to me like a shooting star,
So rare yet so beautiful.
Apr 22, 2020
Apr 22, 2020 at 1:18 PM UTC
I ask for galaxies and stars
I long for the moonlight and the night sky
This is loneliness
I even wish for the impossible
I dream of getting something so high
But these are the desires of my heart
This is where my soul wanders when I am asleep
And dreaming is the easiest way to get there.
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 4:01 AM UTC
My heart aches
to the sound of you,
laughing
where it is melody
in my ears
My heart aches
to the sound of you,
laughing
because I was once
the subject
of the perfect rythm
of your laugh
I badly want to be
the muse
of your laughter
once again
The surge
of my guilt and regret
is so loud
that it's making me deaf
My heart aches
to the sound of you
Let me hear it
One last time
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 9:58 PM UTC
I burned our
old photographs,
it fell down
like dried leaves
in the autumn
The classic
gallery of our
love that was
once fascinating
became a
tedious one
The once white
walls and
clean corners
Are now dusty
and dark
The perfectly
carved frames,
and perfect
shots
became dull
and lifeless
You left me
knowing that
I won't survive
alone inside this
***** walls
Picture me
in your mind
And you'll see
the saddest photo
there will ever be
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 7:29 PM UTC
Is this your game
Is this a poison you inject
In my blood
It's consuming me
I thought I am strong enough
To hold this
But I disappointed myself
I'm struggling
Deny it
Forget it
Stop it
Too late
Your poison exploded
All the words in me came out
But it was not about me
All the words were about you
About us
Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 4:50 AM UTC
Dry lips
Gnashing teeth;
All the words
that come out
of it
are lies,
His words
are dusky and
beasty-
there's rage
and no sign
of guilt
Like it was kept
for a long time,
His heart
is a dark
hidden sanctuary
with cast off
memories
and lifeless
moments;
He is a liar
Dec 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018 at 8:38 AM UTC
As I close my eyes
Darkness starts to fill every spaces
I can barely recognize the colors
that are present
But there, a little spot of light I can feel
Like a dazzling hope in the vast emptiness
It's hovering around
Wavering alone.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 5:47 AM UTC
I'm lying if I insist
that I never loved you
I'm lying if I say
that I wasn't happy
when we held hands
I'm lying if I deny
that I'm still
wishing for your
comeback
Just please
Come home, my love
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 8:29 PM UTC
I fell
and no one's there to save me
I'm falling so deeply
but your eyes never even lie on me
I'm broke
shattered and alone
I am in oblivion
but again you'll never know
I cried
so loud and full of tears
though I pour out my heart's burden,
guess I am still forgotten
I screamed
like I am in deep crevice
You were reached by my voice
still you walk away with your ears closed
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 10:34 PM UTC