I remember all those times we spent in awkwardness
All those times our hearts became mutual
All those times I snubbed you because I've been effortless
All those times I thought you never cared
It's not easy to be alone in this world if you're not an introvert
My heart had been alone throughout my life
I've been that awkward with girls I never knew
It was all because of you
Now here you are. Spending each day in the darkness
Wearing a fake smile and a fake hapiness
Of all those years you thought I will come someday
And that day you realized I've been gone
My deepest apologies for being irresponsible
These feelings you never share from being in the dark
You've been that scariest kind of girl that I can see
And it's all because of me
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 7:59 AM UTC
Oh how I love Black, my favorite color.
It's my room color and white for the door.
Bits of greys for my windows and my floor.
Let's take it deep within what is stores.
Black and white, perfect combination.
It's what I wear, drawing people's attention.
But I don't care, this is my personality's representation.
Bullies don't give you just hate, they give reactions.
Let's go deeper, make this a whole.
My hindrances never end, just like a burning coal.
Give me a mirror, I only see my reflection of my soul.
Everything on my is broken, with a deteriorating goal.
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 8:10 AM UTC
It's all said and done
Then that's it, you're gone
Missing everything that's fun
Under the shining sun
Letting go on the past
Built for me to never last
So I guess I'll never fly
Under the red sky
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 7:47 AM UTC
On a mid-day outdoor, I played a game with my girlfriend
The game is simple. first, I pinned a paper on a tree
If she could get the paper then game will end
But first, she's wrapped around my fingers, she has to set herself free
I said "Come on, take the prize" while she's constricted
She struggles and trying her best to free herself and she did.
She takes the paper and she read it, she looked worried afterwards
She asked me why, I said "I was holding you, but you chose to be free just to take the reward"
She ripped the paper apart and came back to me
She took my hand and wraps herself for me and and cry
And said "Put my heart on your cage and break the key"
The paper says "Goodbye"
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 6:03 AM UTC
I get a glimpse of you everyday,
But only for an hour.
I always wanted to talk to you,
But sometimes I cower.
My day is always complete
Until it is over.
There's nothing fun anymore,
But with you, it's covered.
'til then,
I tried to be bolder.
I tried to be the outgoing person
Then make you a letter,
My heart skips a beat and gets faster,
As I get closer, it feel like my heart is on fire.
Burning inside from nervousness 'till it gets slower.
Then realize, nothing last forever.
I don't want us to suffer if we lose each other.
I'd rather stay befriends than to lose you for the better.
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 11:33 AM UTC
I've been alone for 16 years, frozen blood from frigid heart for tears..
Still, I'm locked up with this feeling. Wasting my time for something worth waiting
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 12:22 PM UTC
If I tell you that I love you,
Would we still be in touch ?
No, I wouldn't allow myself to,
My love for you is too much.
If I do it anyway,
Would you give me another chance ?
No, you'll tell me to stay,
I already know even at first glance.
Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 12:42 PM UTC
Three years, I've waited for you.
I thought your love was that true.
If you suffer like I do,
You'll know how it feels like too
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 12:59 PM UTC
If there were no bad beings in this world,
There will be no need for weapons...
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 12:56 PM UTC
I never wish you never existed,
The time you took away from me were wasted.
Like unwattered flowers, my heart is withered,
From my dream-girl that I've long-waited.
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 12:51 PM UTC