i want to live without coating my joy in resin
worried about what will tarnish it.
how do i grow if my past is always there
encased in a love i never think i can feel again.
Mar 23, 2022
Mar 23, 2022 at 6:00 AM UTC
You hold me like you think i will leave
Like the constant contact we keep
Is the anchor holding you to me
The rocks can not stop
The waves from meeting the shore
And distance can not keep
My heart from beating for yours
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 6:27 AM UTC
My heart breaks with disuse
and every night I cry myself dry
hoping that I can be another one
of those things you left behind
and returned to love again
My heart breaks with disuse
and I wonder if you can find it in you
to love me again
because god knows
I can't find it in me to stop loving you
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 1:44 AM UTC
And every day I wake
And every day I sleep
And everyday I wish for you
To love me again
Dec 13, 2019
Dec 13, 2019 at 1:44 AM UTC
And how long is forever
And how long is an eternity.
when you said happily ever after
I guess you forget the never.
Dec 11, 2019
Dec 11, 2019 at 2:36 AM UTC
And i want to drown in something other than you
I want to meet god on her throne and not wish
I was anywhere else with you.
And i want to be someone else
Who does not dream of your love
And wake up crying with the bed cold.
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 7:35 AM UTC
and i would give anything
to spend a night in your arms
instead of a nightmare
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 4:01 AM UTC
i know i have only ever known flames
only ever the silence before
a lit match touches my exposed skin
and i know that you are every black ocean depth
but i would give anything, time and time again
to be washed out by you
i would give up an eternity
of euphoria red and orange
to know you long for me
the way the moon and sun
the way i do you
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 4:00 AM UTC
I have a soul as black as every lonely night
I have a voice that crackles with more anger
Then the righteous in fear
And i guess its true what they say
About opposites attracting
Because how could someone
Who looks like heaven personified
Want to know someone like me
Other then to exorcise them properly
Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 10:40 PM UTC
and I know words can’t describe
what I feel for you, but writing it out
is the only way I can handle it all
the paper is the chance to be known
and the pen is the voice I never had
words can’t describe what I lived
the hell of getting through it
or the heaven that was at the end
but it is enough for it to finally feel real
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 9:06 PM UTC