the poison seeds that are planted in people's minds since birth, grow more and more everyday. It is a strange thought to think about; the way that the poisoned ones think is different than the others. they are still good individuals
just poisoned ones.
no one can dig them out, there's a connection missing somewhere
"help" their mind cries, and at the same time their mind tells them that they deserve this, they will never get better, and they better get used to it because thats how they will always be.
the seed is planted firmly in the soil of the mind, and the only one that has the right tools to dig it up, is the one that hosts the plant.
it is a sad and unfamiliar thought, to think about the ones that are poisoned, and why they haven't picked up the *****
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 1:36 AM UTC
i just want to leave
to get away.
no one understands
I've tried to talk,
but no one cares,
or understands.
no im not depressed.
im trying to find myself
..or maybe im losing myself.
I'm so **** stressed all of the time
and the pressure keeps adding
more
more
and more.
soon my plate will be too full of weighted rocks
soon they will all crash down
burying me.
i just dont know what to do anymore.
Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 10:48 PM UTC
what's difficult is that you can't tell the
difference
between
a prince
and
a toxin.
the toxin is dressed in bright blue eyes
and jet black fluffy hair.
he can sing,
write,
play drums,
and is troubled.
he drags you in with one smile.
he is everywhere
and tells you enough so you'll stay.
his words aren't followed by actions,
but you believe him anyway.
he drags you in with enough to hook you.
he makes you feel guilty
because you did something small that
one time,
yet
he has done far worse
he drags you in with your own flaws.
he says sorry like its a daily pill
and means it
as much as a used piece of gum, on the underside of a table,
means to a stranger.
he drags you in with a minimum performance
he wants your body
and your body only.
you say no for so long,
you finally give in.
he drags you in with hot breaths.
he is bad for you, and you know it.
yet you take another
spoonful
of the toxic waste he is and
you drag yourself in.
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 10:01 PM UTC
you reek of heartbroken goodbyes
and naive judgement
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 8:46 PM UTC
id like to be anywhere but here,
staring out the classroom window,
watching the traffic go by,
the colors of the painted sunrise,
the heater of the other building
puffing smoke out of the roof,
the bare boney trees,
this teacher lectures on pointless things
that looses my peer's attention.
I'd like to be anywhere but here
experiencing things,
not just dreaming about them.
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 8:30 AM UTC
ive been blinded by dreams that i wish would come true,
words that dont have actions
and lies that dont speak the truth
all i wanted was a me and a you
but all that i got, was pretending too
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 9:01 PM UTC
i smile everyday
at least the shower cries with me
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 8:29 PM UTC
the moon is full
it's below zero
and i want nothing more
than to be wrapped up in you
between cozy sheets
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 10:17 PM UTC
I'm tired of always being on edge
when it comes to you.
at one time,
for one moment,
someone else took in your mind
and i'm sorry i cant forget it.
im sorry i question you
about everything.
she makes me sick to my stomach
and the thought of you two makes me sicker.
yes you came back
on your hands and knees
and yes i forgave you
and yes i am stupid
but for once i wanted to believe in that unbeatable love
that is stupid
and crazy
with everything else in between
because everyone has that love at some point.
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC