What is it about love?
That makes you talk crazy
act crazy
think crazy
Makes everything else around you hazy
What is it about love?
That makes you think like a dream
Makes your heart feel like it’s ripping at the seams
What is it about love?
Where not a minute goes by without you thinking of their face
Always look for them in a crowded place
What is it about love?
What is it about love?
Jun 21, 2020
Jun 21, 2020 at 11:17 PM UTC
I don’t know
I don’t know what is meant to be
And what is not meant to be
When things are right, when things are wrong
The good vs the bad
I could never tell all along
What I do know is when I look in your eyes
I see the best friend I’ve ever had
And the best lover
It makes my heart beat but also tremble
Because I’m so **** scared to lose you
I don’t want to know what it feels like without your hand in mine
God knows it’s not for nothing
All this time
Still I do not know what the future will bring
I can only pray it’s you here with me
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 10:12 AM UTC
Lying in the night
Blood shot eyes and salty tears roll down my cheek
I ponder why I was always so meek with you
Why all I did was love you
Just to be shot down like I was a target and you had the perfect aim
You held the controller, I was the game
I took the punches and the blame
You stole my heart, ran, and I tried to chase
Ended up seeing you slowly fade away at the end of the race
You even took the last sip from the cup
I guess it was my fault I couldn't keep up
Too weak to fight
Left alone with blood shot eyes in the middle of the night
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 6:23 PM UTC
Now it seems like you want to erase me
Lock up our memories and throw away the key
Act like you never loved me at all
Pretend I didn't give you my hand each time you would fall
But you know I was there when everything fell apart
And you tore open my chest and took out my heart
You never gave it back
Maybe that's why you feel you have nothing to lack
Because I gave you everything
You still consume my thoughts every day and every evening
And I wish I could erase you too
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 3:31 AM UTC
0100 and I’m thinking of you. I can’t get you out of my head.
0200 I’m thinking of you and all the things you said.
0300 I’m thinking of you, your voice echos in my mind.
0400 I’m thinking of you and the solution we can’t seem to find.
0500 I’m thinking of you as I start to drift to sleep.
0600 I’m dreaming of you and for a moment you’re mine to keep.
1200 I open my eyes and wonder if you miss me too.
1300 I start to think I’ll never stop thinking of you.
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 1:56 AM UTC
I can’t sleep
My mind is flooded with thoughts
I think of you
My stomach is tied in knots
Is perfect even a realistic aim?
A shot in the dark has been known to cause pain
And if it does at least I would go down with a fight
Lose it all for you
Whether that’s wrong or right
Can anyone else relate to how I feel?
Nights like these make dreams seem real
Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 6:22 AM UTC
What do you want from me?
My heart is yours as it flutters in my chest at the thought of you
The spaces in my mind are all occupied with the remembrance of the way you’ve held me
The movement of my pace begins to slow when I think too much about it
You have a control over me
But somehow you want more
Even the tears that come from my eyes seem to scream your name as they fall
What more can I give you?
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 5:10 AM UTC
As the day turns from a bright yellow to a purple and pink hue
It is so beautiful it makes me think of you
The cumulus clouds represent the imaginary thought bubbles over my head
That replay all the words you’ve said
A gust of chilled air brushes against my cheek
Like the way your lips do ever so meek
How slow the world does move
Almost as if to say it approves
“Let’s savor the moment of these two”
I always picture yours out of all the faces
Your love resides in beautiful places
Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 5:12 AM UTC
I know you feel as if your feelings are engulfing you and you're drowning
The universe so vast and you are just a tiny fragment
But your soul is so bright
It lights up a room even in the darkest of places
Warm happiness even in the coldest of spaces
If only there were more
Like you
Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC
I love you with my heart and soul
Made sure I was safe and kept my stomach full
Taught me how to ride a bike and how to park a car
When I need you you're never too far
But see you only have 100 years to live
And I want to see you make it that far
But the way you're drinking is leaving deep scars
You have to know the bottle has control over you
Everyday you have to have more than just two
You guzzle and you stumble
And when I look in your eyes sometimes I don't see my dad but just some drunk guy
I've seen how liquor slowly destroys
So I have to say thank you because it's something I'll always avoid
Don't be stubborn for once just listen to me
I wish you could look through my eyes and see what I see
Your health is in a downward spiral
I would do anything to see more sober smiles
But alcohol can take over your mind
And eventually it will be all you're ever trying to find
Do it for yourself, your family and me
Get on your knees for God and plea
I pray you realize before it's too late
Honestly I'm not sure how much more you can take
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 1:35 AM UTC