Cant get rid of the past because im trapped in my mind (Mansion)
I try moving on but I cant..
I take different directions and end up at the same spot (Maze)
Im trapped in my mind cause I miss who I was
Im trapped in my mind cause I miss how I felt
Im trapped in my mind cause I miss seeing you
Then when I step outside, I don't know what to do.
I am lost and I am confused
Im trapped in my mind and lost in the maze
What Do I Do?
Do I go left? Do I go right?
Should I just go back to the Mansion or stay out and fight?
Aug 5, 2020
Aug 5, 2020 at 5:52 PM UTC
Trying to find life, and forget the struggle
But it sneak up on me like cramps in your muscle
I figured it out, and it was truly a puzzle
If you don't understand it
You will surely be in trouble
The ones around me is going to get confused
The ones around me will say **** who are you?"
They don't deserve this, yes that is true
That's why I have to keep my distance, so I won't hurt anyone of you...
Sep 27, 2018
Sep 27, 2018 at 4:17 PM UTC
He Has survived through the darkest days
And walked the brightest nights.
Each time was a different fight
Month and months
Soon turned to years
Surviving was tough
But he never dropped a tear
Never knew what was going to happen next
But showed no fear...
Silver wolf is gone
Betrayal means no return
But even for the Shadow Wolf its a live and learn
Shadow shows no fear
But he did show pain
Lots of lost and lots to gain.
But because of her he has changed
Old friends are now new enemies
Old enemies are now new friends
Either way pain or not
The Shadow survives
And always wins
Stronger. Smarter. Darker. Survivor.
T.B.C...
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 11:38 AM UTC
Mouth stayed silent
No words was said
The future the eye saw
Is crumbled and dead
Laughing and laughing
Going insane
This is the darkness
Favorite game
Destroy the enemy
The decision is made
No more discussion Time to hunt and play
Demon created
From a twisted mind
They sense it they know it
Once again
...It is time..
Jul 5, 2017
Jul 5, 2017 at 4:33 PM UTC
Ears are ringing
Life is falling
Try to stay calm
I cant stop shaking
Head is pounding
Scratches on the walls
You do not know what you have done
No, not at all
Three, two, one
There was a click
A growl from his voice
Now the switch
Escaping death
To do one last deed
To get revenge
To make them bleed
One, two, three
Thats all thats needed
One, two, three,
Thats all thats said
And one, two, three
Is what you hear
And one, two, three you are dead...
Jul 5, 2017
Jul 5, 2017 at 4:32 PM UTC
The wolf heart beats in pain
Insane but some how sane
Lost so deep but what did he lose
Have so much but what did he gain?
Quietly he walks so silently you can't hear
If he is lost forever... What howl could he hear?
He will follow the moonlight until he arrives
To his destination he will soon reach
The destination that hides....
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 10:25 PM UTC
I've lost my soul many years ago.
I've searched for so long, it's like I can
Hear it calling my name but I can't see it.
Sometimes I wonder, if it's not my soul
Calling me then who or what it?
Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 8:32 PM UTC
I am nothing more but an empty vessel roaming the earth
Trapped behind a broken frame
Surrounded by broken memories
That has and hasn't happened yet.
By myself but not alone i am also surrounded...
Surrounded by the ones who know my name but not my story.
Even the ones i am close to Are still confused
And trying to figure out who i am completely.
I feel no heart beat in my chest( not that i want to)
I guess my question is, why do i even exist..?
Am i just an empty vessel roaming the earth?
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 7:29 PM UTC
He's been heartbroken for so long his heart couldnt handle it..
Instead of his heart giving up and dying...it changes...
It changes his heart from red to black ...
It changes him from having love to being emotionless..complete heartless..
No feelings..
He dropped his trust for everyone he knows..everything into nothing
His name changed from Donnell into Shadow Wolf...his soul reborn into the darkness...
Only one thing change everything except the darkness and that is yet..a mystery...
He will always feel the heart broken pain with every breath he takes...
All he know is that sooner or later he..will die
And he is waiting for that moment
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 9:40 PM UTC
He looks at the moon everytime its out
doesnt matter if its full or if its about to become a new moon.
The Shadow Wolf howls at the moon night sky...
hoping that his heart will be healed like the way it was before...
His soulmate, Shade, the rare wolf who was exatly like him but in a female form
was killed by the heartless humans...
Human by Human he takes them all out...
And even though it wont bring back his soulmate
he doesnt it anyways to avenge his love
But also day by day the wolf slowly dies inside...
Day by day he can feel his heart break more and more into little pieces
and soon enough he will perish and his spirit united with the moon...
And with...his love...that has been patiently waiting for him...
All this time...
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 5:27 PM UTC