I was shaped by trembling hands,
not out of love but longing’s ghost.
Like Frankenstein’s own sorrowed child,
I reach for hearts I want the most.
Made to crave what won’t remain,
soft touches lost in pouring rain.
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 4:27 PM UTC
Cities to move,
jobs to begin,
essays to shape,
poems to spin.
Books to read,
songs to feel,
wounds to close,
and time to heal.
A life to build
with steady flame
not from nothing,
but from name.
A name I gave,
a self I chose
the girl who stayed
when no one knows.
Let them vanish,
fade, pretend
I write the start,
I choose the end.
Jun 19, 2025
Jun 19, 2025 at 8:45 AM UTC
Fires turned to cold, hard stone,
Joy replaced by nights alone.
I offered you the shore, the sky
You watched in silence, passed me by.
Now I let go of sweet old dreams,
The late-night thoughts, the quiet beams.
Jun 15, 2025
Jun 15, 2025 at 7:21 AM UTC
when someone fuels your creativity this much,
it’s not because they’re your destiny.
it’s because they’re your trigger.
a mirror.
a reflection you had to confront
so you could finally speak in your own voice.
Jun 13, 2025
Jun 13, 2025 at 12:05 PM UTC
I was meant to be a masterpiece
but I remain a sketch
left leaning against the wall,
my outlines fading in the silence.
The brush never touched me.
No colors ever dared to fill me in.
I am paused mid-creation,
a ghost of what I could’ve been.
Turned away from the light,
as if my presence is too loud,
too much,
too unfinished to be seen.
Not art.
Not ruin.
Just something left behind
too heavy to display,
too delicate to destroy,
too much of a burden to face.
Jun 2, 2025
Jun 2, 2025 at 9:08 AM UTC
You didn’t just fumble love
you lost a whole cinematic universe
without even noticing.
You blurred out a photo
we never took but could have.
A story half-told,
a masterpiece left in pencil
then folded away,
forgotten in the drawer of what-ifs.
Jun 2, 2025
Jun 2, 2025 at 8:46 AM UTC
I had always loved myself—until you.
Then, all that love began spilling into you.
By the time I noticed, none remained for me.
You were held—by my love, and your own.
But I was held by no one.
Nov 24, 2024
Nov 24, 2024 at 4:19 PM UTC
The meaninglessness of your presence,
the chill in your touch,
the cruelty in your tone,
and the smile you wear like a mask—
make me feel like something even loneliness would leave behind.
Nov 24, 2024
Nov 24, 2024 at 4:05 PM UTC
Your love—
a slow-burning addiction,
deadly in its ecstasy,
seductive,
intoxicating.
I’m ensnared, consumed—
pour me another
obscene dose.
I’m weightless,
drunk on the high,
dizzy with devotion,
gasping for more
as my lungs surrender.
Numbness takes over.
I feel nothing—
and I adore it.
Don’t wake me.
Nov 18, 2024
Nov 18, 2024 at 5:03 PM UTC
Laughter that echoes joy,
Screams that shatter peace.
Tender kisses and warm embraces,
Then nails, teeth — the violent release.
Red rose petals on the bed,
Blood drops staining the floor.
Serenades and whispered praises,
Then curses hurled, love turned war.
A future spun from golden promises,
Now scattered in the dust of loss.
Nov 18, 2024
Nov 18, 2024 at 2:59 PM UTC
