selflesslove

i want to bash ur skull in and rip out parts of ur brain to to understand your thoughts.

[what goes on in that lovely head of urs?]

‘i don't know who u are anymore'
i don’t either

where have i gone?

was it something i said?
that made you anxious

made you angry 
or made you upset?

u left

I sometimes walk around you 
Waiting for even a small glance

Yet you see right through me
Leaving me with nothing but emptiness 

I've become a shadow;
Only a memory 

Now I begin to question whether or not
I ever existed to you.