sedina-durmic
Bosnian
So my names Sedina and I'm 20 years old, December baby of 1991. I write to express, not to impress. Poetry has always been my escape to let out how I feel. I feel I write my best when I'm in my worst mood or sad, maybe even angry. It's hard for me to write when I'm happy cause then I can't seem to make sense of the writing aha. I know weird ahha. / My first language is Bosnian/Croatian not English but my language isn't there. (just thought I'd mention that).
he's the stars in my night
and the worth to my fight
he's my eyes to my sight
and everything that's absolutely right
never been held so tight
with you I'll never put up a fight
for I am your princess and you my Knight
to my dark he is the light
He is the left to my right
and the sleepless to my night
and i love him with all of my might <3
Feb 1, 2012
Feb 1, 2012 at 1:28 AM UTC
A woman none the less a dog
Losing my identity in the mist of the fog
Flush my self down the drain
Watch the person I was slip away
Who am I
I'm living your world instead of mine
Trying to be perfect for you
But thats just impossible
Wishing I was good enough
Maybe we wouldn't argue
Maybe I wouldn't upset you
Pounding heart dying soul lost spirit
Looking at my reflection
Seeing a lost life
Wishing on every star someone understood
Wishing to be cared and loved for
Dreaming me and you were picture perfect
I'm the strain to your life
I just wish to be gone
Everyone would then be happy
Jan 28, 2012
Jan 28, 2012 at 3:44 AM UTC
My soul it dies
My body it cries
For my heart can take so much
And my love can last so long
My dreams have become my nightmares my wishes are no longer worth wishing for
For I am dead inside
My passion it burns
My live it hurts
My heart it screams and pounds
It cries and it beats
I'm lost within and scared for life
This feeling it destroys and tears your insides apart
But I'll never give up for I'll always love with all my heart and all my might
I'll be true till the day I take my last breath and my last words
And forgive all who have took my happiness and left me love lost
Jan 28, 2012
Jan 28, 2012 at 3:43 AM UTC
Deep within lies a burning soul
Hopeless dying life
Slam me down break me open
Look me in the eyes say I don't love you
Squeezing my heart with your bare hands
Squeezing out every bit of life that beats within
My life what a strife
I die within I cry deep down
Every day and every night
Slowly I fade away no one knows only I
This pain is my gain
His love was my strain
These tears my fears
Far away beyond my dreams
Happiness stands beyond my belief
Sadness and a broken hear is in my grief
As my life hangs on the edge
My love will always stand strong
With me here or with me gone
You are my song to this sad poem
You are my tears to these words
Your are the loss from my fears
And now I stand in despair
For my love stands high
I'll always love you
Jan 28, 2012
Jan 28, 2012 at 3:37 AM UTC
Where has the time went what has life done to me
where has happiness gone where do i stand
I have not learned to deal with this sort of pain
Ive left my heart in your far away land
emptiness is my home; your hate is my sorrow
my happiness i strive for; my love i no longer have
only the rememberence of you of our memories
The tears i fight back as much as i can and as painful but possible it is.
Dreams are no longer dreamt
you've become a nightmare something my soul desires so deeply
I may be standing, breathing, and moving
but i no longer have the life i had
i no longer have the me i was but only the spirit
I desire to regain myself but truthfully inside i am dead
my days are cold and will remain cold
No matters no importance i am no longer here
My insperation is gone my heart is still weeping
Ive lost myself
Ive forgotten what it is to be happy
I feel empty and in my sroryline and weather my days always rain and there are always dark clouds
Emptiness and dark shadows are all i feel and see
Jan 28, 2012
Jan 28, 2012 at 3:28 AM UTC
*you dont gotta deny it,
i can see that the way you talk to me,
the way you look at me, the way you smile and how you read all my stuff,
that your love for me is more then alive,
you try to hide it but everything you do lets me know,
i know that glow in your eyes,
im your special one,
that love hasn't died yet because while you still missing me
and thinking of me your still loving me...
your denail is your cover-up*
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 1:48 AM UTC
*my confusion is one illusion,
my lifes a soap opera,
if there was one shoulder to lean on,
one arm to go around the lips to wispher to me everything will be okay,
confused by love,
confused by the work of life,
expressions of the lyrics of every song is everything i relate to,
happy i am not but nor am i unhappy,
this worlds delusional.
lifes a dangerous love affair,
i break the rules so i dont care*
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 1:41 AM UTC
*why wont you be my blue sky so i can be your sunshine,
you be my horizon ill come to you every night,
why wont you be my moonlight so i can be your night time
my life would be so dark if you didnt shine so bright,
ill be forever yours*
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 1:27 AM UTC
*close me down
take my crown
steal my shine
as we entwine
rip me apart
as you hold me close to your heart
hold me tight
as you watch me fight
listen to me weep
how my soul falls so deep
watch me drown
because of your gift given frown
watch me break and shatter
when all you did was just watch*
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 1:12 AM UTC
*they say what a beutiful day
they say it’s always your way
but they never say it will always be the other way
looking out at the beautiful day
seeing it all shatter like glass upon my eyes
bright blue skies turn to dusk
bright days are now gloomy
dreams are only dreams
and stars are no longer worth wishing on
they say live it up
so give em’ a cup
pour the drinks let’s see your bodies move
but every movement is in slow motion
to escape would be to live
but to live you need to escape
the happy face turns into a frown
the bright happy eyes are now pouring down
warm waters rolling down the cheecks
splatters onto the ground and splash
all is quiet, you can almost hear it, you’re alone
no where to go or run or even trun
and then they say life is an amazing thing*
Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 1:00 AM UTC