*Unworthy yet called
A timid made bold
Thaw the heart that once was frozen cold
Into maturity I was mold*
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
*I wish someday I'll have a moment with you.
Just the two of us under a starry night.
I don't really know what's between us, not even a single clue.
But when I think of such, it just feels so right.
I wish someday I'll have a moment with you
Where I can ask things that bothered me for so long.
My hopes are they real? Was the man for me ... you?
Wishing your answer would make me sing a glad song.
I wish someday I'll have a moment with you
In a place where we can be wild and free
Where no one would care if I'll glue my eyes on you
Where we can shout of our love, for the world to see.*
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 2:14 AM UTC
Lying alone doing nothing on my bed,
I decided to write about you instead
Looking back to where it started
Now, it clutters again inside my head.
I remember, yes dear, it was Christmas
And I got no intentions for an us
Back then, I was just a simple grown up lass
But everything changed with that simple favor to you, I asked
After you responded, that ends there really.
And I'm sure, it's not just you who I asked, see?
You're just someone, and I'm not even being friendly
But a spark out of nowhere ignited unexpectedly
It took a couple of months for me to realize
Talking to you suddenly felt so nice
I'm even daydreaming you and I in paradise
In this dull world of mine, indeed, you added some spice
Late night conversations eventually came into place
We shared to each one the dreams we want to chase
Just in case I'm one of your dreams, you'll have me apace
Wondering what will my future with you, if ever, taste?
Believe it or not, my deep affections for you grew
Even if we don't converse, I, now, begin and end my days with thoughts of you.
I don't know what fantasy have I indulged myself into
But whatever it is, what I feel is sincerely true
Just so you know, it feels good to write about you, even just your name.
Oh Dear... can't you feel a thing?
Can't you see the fluttery in my heart that you bring?
I badly want to hear that you feel the same
Mr. Down to earth hunk, I'm clueless but hopeful
And I tell you these words with candour
You are one eye-catching beautiful creation --- that's one of the things I praise God for.
And to me, you bring happiness galore.
Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 1:24 AM UTC
*Remember my insomnia during the night?
The times I spent doing nothing those nights
But one night it lit up a fuse
Why don’t I put it to good use?
So I wrote this poem all night long
Kept thinking and thinking what was wrong
So it took a while to be complete
But I hope that your heart will skip a beat
Imagine me just reading this to you
With feelings and emotion that will pass through
Your heart that has emptiness inside
I’ll fill it with love that is deserved by a bride
Although this poem may be very long
But please read it through just like a song
For this contains the love from my heart
With feelings and emotions, now let me start
Sometimes it hurts me when you’re being cold
When you say I’m immature when I’m quite old
That’s why we often have a fight
That goes on forever in the night
I’m sorry for the things that I’ve done
But I’m just afraid that you’ll be gone
And I know I get mad at the things you do
But please forgive me like you always do
Cause girl you’ll always be fragile to me
But I’ll protect you with courage and glee
That’s why don’t cry when you feel fear
Just call on me and I’ll be there
To me these times are also rough
But I know together we will be tough
We'll win against those that keep us apart
Cause girl you're always in my heart
To serve and protect you just like the police
To hear your problems like your psychiatrist
To love you till death like a child’s mother
To forever take your side just like a father
With every twist and turn i miss you more
The feeling of my bed feels like the floor
But I’ll just imagine you by my side
Hand in hand in every stride
Just seeing you makes me wanna cry
But i can finally sleep now… knowing you’re nearby
After our stride you’ll kiss and tell me good night
And I’ll smile all night as i sleep by your side*
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 11:40 AM UTC
A chaotically crooked place
Filled with agony
And ostentatiously sunny days
With scrapheaps of misery
It's the only place we have
And the only place that ever will be.
In wrongness, are we to remain as slaves
Till we go down in history?
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 6:29 AM UTC