I feel like you live in a tunnel.
The gloomy night couldn’t explain the darkness inside,
And you scared away everyone only because you cried.
All the droplets of water plunge below the unknown,
Soon you’ll be calling that place your home.
You’re dying to have flames dance around your lips,
And fall in love with the taste that causes you to slip.
When you think you have all the balance to stand,
And take a step towards the way out of this maze,
You’d step into a trap and then sink into quicksand.
Your shattered heart feels like broken bones,
And broken bones came from thrown stones.
The words that echo through your ears,
Leave your mind quickly with tears.
Please sign a note to your parents and friends,
With all the blood covering your colorful pens.
Please keep your fingers around my palm,
I would never ever let you drown.
I feel like you live in a tunnel.
The gloomy night couldn’t explain the darkness inside,
And you scared away everyone only because you cried.
I’ve entered this shelter of yours,
I brought a light to this shelter of yours.
Although it’ll take days upon days, I will find you,
And when I do, I’ll paint your skies blue.
I’ll show you what it’s like to smell fresh air,
And treat your heart with gentle and care.
Please keep your fingers around my palm,
I would never ever let you drown.
You’ll be okay.
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 7:52 PM UTC
I fear loneliness
I fear the ocean
I fear failure
I fear the judgement
I fear violence
I fear the adrenaline
I fear life
I fear reality
I fear me.
Feb 24, 2016
Feb 24, 2016 at 6:36 PM UTC
I'm just a work of art,
Tough as steel,
But elegant within hands.
I enjoy the paintings,
With sharp lines,
I create many.
I love strokes I make with my brush,
It's only a carving done on human flesh,
A beautiful curtain call to one's life.
And I'll be polished to new,
Tough as steel,
But elegant within hands.
I'll enjoy another painting,
Cut out a rose,
To draw on their hearts,
And devour on lives to create art.
The world will fear me
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 8:19 PM UTC
"Talk to her."
She stopped crying,
She talked to him.
She was laughing,
She was smiling.
I noticed her.
I wanted this.
Not everything is lost.
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 12:08 AM UTC
Isn't the world beautiful?
The sun rises, the birds chirp,
The friends we laugh with,
The hope we receive.
"No, it's not,
There's nothing to love,
I'm screaming inside,
For fearing the unknown."
Lighten up, there's so much more!
You can hold the world in your hands,
But only if you take a stand.
So why stay in the darkness,
When you can see light high up above?
"Why, you ask?
'Cause this is where I belong,
Look at earth, look at the sky,
I see horror and terror in people's eyes,
You can't see the future,
For it's already destroyed.
The world is not beautiful."
But this is what we can have now,
So much potential,
So much beauty,
So much love.
The world can be beautiful,
Just look at it with your own eyes
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 9:17 PM UTC
Now it feels like I'm drowning in quicksand,
Why does it hurt to love you more?
You made it hard for me to stand,
I'm so close to reaching the core.
I only wanted you by my side,
Pull me close, hold me tight, wrap me up.
I didn't think I had to lie,
But now I'm drowning in quicksand.
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 1:15 AM UTC
I felt empty,
I couldn't help myself.
You pulled me down,
Saving me from heaven.
But you threw me down,
And I couldn't escape.
You're the superior one.
Since you didn't follow my path.
Since you forgot my existence.
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 9:23 AM UTC
I'm sorry.
"What?"
I'm sorry I left you,
Not because of me,
Not because of you.
Because I was selfish,
And I didn't listen.
I'm sorry I felt pressured,
Not because of me,
Not because of you.
Because of my friends,
And I chose them over you.
"No, no it's—"
I broke what was already broken!
I let you stumble down a path,
That we tried to climb together.
And we could've gone up together.
Then I made a turn,
And I didn't help you there.
You fell down and broke your bones.
All because of me.
"It's—"
Now I made us both shattered.
With the other parts that can't be found,
I made you this way,
I made myself this way.
This is where I brought you and I.
"I—"
I'm sorry.
I miss you.
I love you.
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 8:34 AM UTC
Yesterday, I got a burn.
Embers rushed through my throat,
And into my lungs,
My pain cracked a smile.
Oh, how joyful it was to be twisted,
As parts of me turn into ash,
Then burn into my heart.
A mark,
That would stay,
Forever.
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 5:16 AM UTC
Through her eyes,
You see brightness.
But through the screen,
You see darkness.
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 10:29 AM UTC