I have loved you,
At first sight.
I have loved you,
passionately.
I have loved you,
UNdeniably,
INdiscreetly.
I have loved you,
in secret
and behind closed doors.
I have loved you,
for all of your wonderful qualities,
for your big heart,
for the ability you inherently possess to make me laugh,
or cry,
for your power to make me happy,
or to make me red with FURY.
Just your ability to make me....
FEEL.
I have loved you,
even for your lies.
I have loved you,
even for your manipulations.
I have loved you,
for your superior attitude,
and even for the way you used me.
I have loved you
in every way there is to love someone.
My love has changed,
and grown,
it has evolved in every way,
meant to hold on to every thread of love;
left over.
I have loved you,
without respite,
from the pain
Of loving you.
And I still,
plain and simply,
Love You.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 12:08 AM UTC
A feeling
so ecstatic
so joyful
so memorable
and nostalgic.
A reposeful warmth,
draped like a blanket,
ove the slick black ice,
encrusted on my soul.
A Polarity
unstable.
The sun might be yanked from my face
at
any
second.
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 5:13 AM UTC
I am the gamble,
the chance.
but I promise,
the reward,
is worth the risk .
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 5:05 AM UTC
I woke up,
covered in sweat,
completely naked,
in a strange, yet familiar bed.
The room was brighter than I could withstand
and there was a dog asleep on my feet. Goose.
I roll over to find a tattooed arm flying toward me.
A smile creeps onto my face,
as I remember where I am
and I settle in right underneath that tattooed arm,
still covered in sweat, with a dog on my feet.
The room smells like ***
and it's still too bright.
But my creeping smiles never fades
even as I fall right back asleep.
Nestled
Comfortably
In his chest.
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 2:31 AM UTC
An Unquenched thirst.
A dreadful dehydration;
drowning in a pool of
salty water.
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 1:37 PM UTC
An ache of sentiment,
In a caste of doubt,
Passion Pandemonium,
Questionable clout.
How did I get here?
Clouded rationale.
Brewed into a perfect storm of
adjudication,
for every mistake made,
for every lie told,
for every feeling shared.
Dragged through the weeds,
and flickered through the clouds.
I'm not sure which way is
O U T .
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 4:34 AM UTC
Stuck behind my eyes,
in the forefront of my mind.
You call me the bane of your existence,
but you stole my line.
You,
My dear,
My kryptonite.
A path of beautiful,
chaotic,
exhilarating,
destruction.
My drug,
my addiction.
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 4:20 AM UTC
He has
absolutely
N O
Right.
It's beginning to become unfair. . .
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 4:12 AM UTC
