with this pencil i hold in my hand
i will sketch and i will write
i will do the things to cope
because i lost you
a week ago yesterday
but not long after i begin to draw
the pictures will remind me of you
the tears will fall and scatter
and i will lose myself
yet again
because you took me
which was a piece of pottery
and you pried off the glued down lid
you opened me up
told me what love was
and then you left me
Aug 31, 2016
Aug 31, 2016 at 10:52 AM UTC
i had a simple thought
of a blade across my skin
the thing i long for
a thing i don't need
but the urge is so strong
and the feeling lingers on my skin
so tell me
how do i survive without this?
Aug 24, 2016
Aug 24, 2016 at 2:25 PM UTC
breathe in
breathe out
cursed blood
burning throat
shaking hands
wobbling feet
stay quiet
dont scream
don't let them see
these tears aren't to be
Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 1:39 PM UTC
What happened to chivalry, integrity, and respect? What about common curtesy, empathy, and sympathy? What happened with trust? It seems as if none of these exist in todays world. I want world peace. But it takes more than a single person to start the end of war; an end to threats. We must stand together to end this world wide discrimination. Martin Luther King Jr ended Racial Injustice; Abraham Lincoln set slaves free; George Washington brought freedom to the U.S., He formed this country with John Adams, Thomas Jefferson, James Madison, Alexander Hamilton, James Monroe, and Benjamin Franklin. Rosa Parks stood up to end the Racial Inequalities. And I say, that if they can do it, we can do it. We are the generation to make a change. So lets change it.
Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 9:49 PM UTC
Can you see the fire within her eyes? Can you see it hollowing her innocent soul? She call out towards her father saying, “We will watch the flames grow high within my soul. We will watch it grow tall for the last time. Because this is the desolation of the final time. And I can not take this much longer, for the pain decides to linger within my dreaded soul.”
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 9:26 PM UTC
i can’t speak these words, but i can write them.
all is dead,
all is gone.
she was the air
inside my lungs.
now I’m paralyzed,
staring up in the night,
and nothing i could right
could help you understand my life
Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 8:45 PM UTC
I've lost you
you've lost me
I'm gone
and your to see
that i'll be
soon to leave
and all i can say
is that I'm FOREVER sorry
AND your ALWAYS to be.
Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 2:09 PM UTC
I stepped out into the cold
A cigarette pinched between my ****** lips
I stepped out into the cold
As a shiver went down my spine
And a tear down my face
And a soft cloud of smoke
Drifting lightly above my head
A thought of a razor
And a thought of skin
The two together a tapestry yet to begin
And all I can think about
...
Is you
Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 11:31 AM UTC
For the first time tonight, I'll bleed myself dry
For the first time today, I gave my soul away
I walked outside, skies pouring out their tears
I walked inside, flashbacks from the years
You were just too out of reach
From this life that I can't reach
But your heart, it's what I seek
I gave you mine, but you let it sink
into a river, so to speak
then you left me behind
like I've been bled dry
you sunk away
drowning in the ocean
i sat thinking
'what do i do?'
i was clueless
my light body
couldn't sink to get you
what do i do?
what do i do?
how do you save someone who's drowning?
how do you bring them back to shore?
how do you show them life, in the darkest of times?
how can i save her?
the one i adore.
Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 11:28 AM UTC
I was left behind
Before my time
In the world
That's not my kind
Exploring the wonders
Of a made up world
came to sense
It's beautifully cruel
Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 11:26 AM UTC