The hallways narrow stretch along
Amany doors, heavy and locked
A suitable prison, to which I belong
With any passage but windows blocked
And I am imprisoned within
I´m not alone
Let alone with my thoughts
And the strangers away from my reach
But the strangest who attends me
Is the only one I can speak
During day I may wander
Through the halls of the wing
From one locked door to another
Until sunset begins
Then I may granted visits
Of my warden and host
With conversations and matters
Concerning me most
For I can´t but think and ponder
About this evil true intends
That means naught but death to me
My love and friends
God help me,
For I have been used
My own hands have set free
The devil to the world
And the truth will die with me
Apr 14, 2022
Apr 14, 2022 at 6:13 PM UTC
sometimes I want to die
but I will breathe and breathe
and hold unto my life
and oh,
my heart will beat
unto another night
sometimes I want to sleep
a circling, endless time
to give up,
and complete
my final graceless tine
and break all of my creeds
sometimes I want to fight
a faceless,
nameless foe
I want to beat and bite
and all my temper grows
under cold and moony light
but mostly,
I just live
and I just want to be
a part
I take and give
to my own sake and belief
Dec 25, 2020
Dec 25, 2020 at 3:42 PM UTC
Lovely Blooms the flower of betrayal
If it's seeded in it's blood
Thus it always needs a victim
Living of it's own to rot
The traitors lilly is not poisonous
Though it spreads unto a touch
But as a flower of betrayal
It´s tainting weapons work as much
It´s seeds can rest and root forever
Or be in fruit within one year
The traitors lilly hides with others
Changing both color and appeal
Yet a single trait reveals her
More than any other mark
The traitors lilly has no feelings
And can´t do anything by heart
Search for the spark of hipocrisy
Inside a face of plastic smile
Until the mask of traitor lilly
Reveals the lilly´s weave of lies
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 1:33 PM UTC
A dance, my dance, between realities
My dance of seasons and of life
A dance I often danced before
Until I felt that mind
That mind, her mind, so joyful
Her mind, so strange, so kind
A mind I never sensed before
Until I saw that face
This face, her face, so beautiful
Her face, her eyes so bright
A face, I never watched before
Until I touched that life
This life, this girl, I danced with
I saw her blazing eyes,
This life, I never knew before
I want to call it mine
Apr 15, 2020
Apr 15, 2020 at 9:49 AM UTC
Faithless, I walk through the night
Yet by a free will of my own
I broke all of my previous ties
Yet I don´t walk alone
I´m side by side with those I chose
With everyone I care for
With everyone I´m close
For those, I´m fierce to fight for
For those I try to change
Though maybe they are different
Though maybe they are strange
But they can be, all I am not
And all they value, they hold true
So everything I do, I do
To keep them safe and sound
Mar 12, 2020
Mar 12, 2020 at 2:32 PM UTC
I had a dream
Leaping stone to stone
Above a stream
Beneath me faces
Of the dead and old
Around the mist
Of the silent cold
I ran from place to place
Enflaming candlelight
Step by step along
A never ending staircase
Arriving on the top of
A tower, left alone
Haunted by a wooden rockinghorse
I threw down marble stone
By which I made a sacrifice
To fires burning bright
That saved me with its blazing flame
Within this bitter night
(And when I woke I saw it clear
As morning sun after a storm
My memories I couldn't bear
Still stuck in me like roses thorns)
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 12:35 PM UTC
My argent queen, once I thought,
of pride and worth, and wrath
I looked upon your pale, fair face
And followed down your path
Once, I was torn and driven
between honor and disgrace
Until all hope and life and light
Dissolved beneath a haze
Oh Lady, all of my desire
I lost and earned again
Once in a day, once in a week
I whondered, here and then
How I got lost inside this mire
Of hopelessness and rage
I fled, I charged, I stashed
rushing to the deepest,
darkest stage
I called you lady, even then
Yet bitterness is gone
My fear and fume slowly recede
And every task is done
I still can hear your chant
When you are full and fair
But now, your voice is far and faint
My mind diverted and restrained
And I feel banned and bare
Under a new, seductive call
Ensnaring all my heart
Feb 17, 2020
Feb 17, 2020 at 1:33 PM UTC
with a kiss and
cut
my eyes are blind
and shut
and while I feel my frenzy rise
I’m sinking
into full moon’s paradise
where carnal and menacing lust
control and determine
my beating heart,
the smell of blood
I’m loosing all my mind
'till
I wake into a shady light
of morning sun and fading night
covered with red
and slightly whacked
I sense all
I once required
a soothing smell
a tempting tie
obligation and desire
Dec 29, 2019
Dec 29, 2019 at 12:52 PM UTC
I believe I dream
As soon I close my eyes
Yet
Everything I've seen
Arised me so alive
And when I wake
In emptiness
I miss you at my side
A nightmare,
Aching in my chest
And leaving me in fright
In timeless time
I wait and dream
And wonder where you are
Whenever I am wide awake
I fear for my own heart
Since separation cuts my core
As deep as does my dept
I fall and fall forevermore
To bottomless regret
Nov 21, 2019
Nov 21, 2019 at 8:21 AM UTC
None by all and all by none
I tripped into a cage
That held me back and hidden
From the world unclosing gate
I raged against it’s iron walls
I wedged against it’s *****
I tried to break, to faint, to brawl
But ended on it’s *****
Until a hundred years of seconds
Had flashed past before my eyes
When silently, an echo halled
Down from the other side
It pierced my shell and yanked me
It dragged me through the dark
And nearly teared completely
My endmost hope apart
But after all and none
I breached a new surface
That left me breathe and choking
In a long forgotten space
I catched a glimpse of fire scars
And touched a new domain
That fetched and mesmerized my heart
Into a another kind of chains
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 5:38 PM UTC