Words are frauds
You, me, they, them all we
Lost under the same tree.
Mar 11, 2023
Mar 11, 2023 at 1:51 PM UTC
I never existed. You know, I never did.
It was all an elaborate illusion.
I have been told to play. No, I had no intention of robbing you of your emotions or perception. I just wanted to find myself.
I realised this so-called universe couldn’t provide me with meaning or perhaps it had none to offer, so I made up characters for every one of them I met, and yet I failed miserably to know myself. Fear of not understanding myself consumed me into nothingness.
“I'm tied to the rocking chair.
I don't need to be ******* cared for.
They said my dumb stars weren't aligned. Even those Scripted Zodiac stones won't get it right.”
Every time someone came along, I put up a new character, a charade to please their needs in the hope of finding myself, but I never did every single time I couldn't understand why
What lines did I miss or the script didn't work?
series of phobias bombarded my surroundings, making me speak gibberish.
My half-baked memories aren’t mine; different personas tangled within one, saying love isn't our thing, hate, jealousy, why do you need such things?
Emotions are a burden, a limitation on brains.
For centuries, nut-sized cytomegaloviruses have argued over fictitious beings.
I don't find sense in these trivial things.
©sarcasticbong
Either I can go to sleep or I accept myself as part of this illusion.
Jul 5, 2022
Jul 5, 2022 at 2:46 PM UTC
The universe makes random jokes
Like, to know me is a curse
My personalities make it worse.
The introvert in me is ugly painted with gloomy clouds, stalking demons in the alley loves to mourn as a firstborn sick With numb eyes flick,
tears don't exist anymore.
The extrovert in me is silly painted with colours people never been seen, his smile is flawless and always wander around clueless about why he smiles.
The **** in me is a song or people like to call it wrong, a yearlong gong he writes 'lol' in people's wall with a fluffy cloud inside his brain,
it reads tetrahydrocannabinol,
notorious for his vocabulary,
can **** with an epistolary.
The Dib is a broken rib, spoon-feed bib
He writes out of syllabus with sketchy nib,
runs in a solo trip his life says 'rofl'.
©sarcasticbong
May 25, 2021
May 25, 2021 at 2:08 PM UTC
I carried dead bodies inside my head,
Walking through the narrow thoughts people look confused at the attire of truth,
Flesh covered with white odours numbness trying to sneak around
Mournful cries cried aloud in a loop
The question was asked, lost into imagination and never answered.
'Clutched river banks, fire no thanks'.
Tykes barking live nine trying to save Hat of hierarchy, fueling the odds so-called frauds.
Days are counted by numb bodies fleet
Should I laugh or cry like the undead realm.
'I am not a manic don't be panic, you must be galvanic, a thought bad bot'.
These after images crashes lashes eyes popped flashes, do you mind looking around what you see?
This is what I do stitch pain with blood smudged hands, and smile like it's a good day.
©sarcasticbong
May 17, 2021
May 17, 2021 at 2:14 PM UTC
Recipe for making a ****
"The God of Unknown"
Ingredients:
× Half a dozen of personalities
× A spoonful of Unknown questions
× 2/3 of darkness from Svalbard
× A Jar full of pain from the rain
× A whole book of poetries called Unlove
× Freshly hand-picked Metaphors
× A pinch of verses dipped in curses
Even before starting the recipe, it could intoxicate you, to be safe until the end be patience and forget you have a heart to love.
Procedure:
Heat the cast iron pan on high flames,
Pour the pain boil it until you see bubbles,
then drop one by one all the personalities stir it well on low flames,
an ebullient aroma will start to fill the room
Now add a spoonful of Unknown questions, Questions that have souls attached to them be careful they might jump over you.
Now take the book cut through the pages,
book of poetries in a zig-zag pattern,
like the wrist of a lover who wrote poetries to hate her but couldn't Unlove her,
Now turn the flames to high and add 2/3 of the darkness from Svalbard an Ingredient that keeps the balance of the entity, stir until everything has been mixed well
Take a pinch of verses dipped in curses toss the pan and sprinkle the magic portion, an Ingredient that makes ripple in the timeline of every multiverse to relive the moments,
Finally, Garnish with freshly hand-picked Metaphors only for the ones persistence for the worthiness.
Eureka
Your, **** has been created.
©sarcasticbong
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 5:01 AM UTC
Dennis the Menace
Turning light, burning berries
Sharing stories of the fairies
Calling its lore,
did you found them on
the fallen shore.
No, they were written on papyrus
By the centuries-old Cytomegalovirus.
Crack-heads smoking *** vivid imaginations are they moral compass.
Bang! Skip to the future
Reaper deeper leader neither speaker
Vocal sounds like a viper
My words **** like a ******
Hideaway from the truth
Put on your shady glasses of confute.
©SARCASTICBONG
Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 3:47 AM UTC
Flying with death
Keeping all the faith
We pass by Andromeda
Mysteries around us
Parallel time running behind us
I asked, what was life?
Was it about just living?
Was it about keep walking to the end ?
Was it all a lie?
Or it was just a stupid simulation?
'were you religious'?
I believed in me
Never bad mouth about others
May have hurt some people
Without my knowledge
I regret that, but I was human right?
We make mistake, it's a process to learn.
I asked again, what was life?
'wake up, I'm leaving you with time'.
It was just a dream, there is no after life
Ask for forgiveness, help other
Love unconditional
Be that life.
©sarcasticbong
Jul 20, 2020
Jul 20, 2020 at 7:26 AM UTC
I'm ******* beyond repair
Birds flying in pairs
Sky
Blue
Yellow
Green
This lock down making me maniacal
On the edge of the night hearing satanical
Crushed herbs calling out my name
Fluppy clouds again over my head
Burning rage beneath the rib cage.
Image
Engage
Backstage
Trapped in a loop of bootstrap paradox
I never created this ,yet sill exists.
Pass in on imagination wearing off.
©sarcasticbong
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 2:30 PM UTC
Laughing little man
With no sense at all
Mysteries in his pocket
Breaking, Building
Cosmos apart.
Laughing little man
Friends with noman
Meaningless, stringless
I haven't changed at all
Flashing images of the past
Broken apart so many times.
Laughing little man
Turn your head
Moment of attention
Laying on the lane
Don't you remember ?
Laughing little man
Forget, upset, reset.
©sarcasticbong
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 2:28 PM UTC
I'm glad, you left me lingering
In this beautiful misery
You know it's was hard hitting living with someone's old memories so I burned those pages of life.
Took a small vacation at a beach
Drank a little, wrote a lot
Maybe will write a book
Perhaps make you the villain.
Love you are the muse of a dark poet
You are going to live a enternal life
Of agonizing pain through the words.
I loved, I fought made way towards you and you turned the ship.
©sarcasticbong
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 2:26 PM UTC
