sarani-bella - Hello Poetry

Bel blo mi pen ( my stomach hurts) My mother isnt there Bel blo mi pen only fathers, brothers, uncles, washing public Bel blo mi pen village pig is in my stomach Bel blo mi pen Ralarlar Village I am Bel blo mi pen I stumble to the cook haus (kitchen) Bel blo mi pen Bubu Tami and Bubu Peni ( grandmother Tami, grandfather Peni) Bel blo mi pen half a teaspoon of salt, half a teaspoon of sugar Bel blo mi pen kerosine and flicker follow Bel blo mi pen forest and twilight, unfamiliar Bel blo mi pen heshen bag, dirt, hole, diarrhea Bel blo mi pen she whistles softly, kicking earth Bel blo mi pen The sound of you are not alone Bel blo mi pen never felt so at home Bel blo mi pen photo, me as baby and her sitting on the floor Bel blo mi pen never will another cushion Bel blo mi pen I wept at the airport after only 5 days Bel blo mi pen Years later when she passes Bel blo mi pen she visits me behind my eyes Bel blo mi pen another year passes, a disguise Bel blo mi pen Tami born in Melbourne niece, surprise Bel blo mi pen A moment living, never dies A woman heard a small girls cries. Alone, without her own mothers eyes.

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Mar 23, 2013

Mar 23, 2013 at 6:10 AM UTC

Bel blo mi pen

Bel blo mi pen ( my stomach hurts) My mother isnt there Bel blo mi pen only fathers, brothers, uncles, washing public Bel blo mi pen village pig is in my stomach Bel blo mi pen Ralarlar Village I am Bel blo mi pen I stumble to the cook haus (kitchen) Bel blo mi pen Bubu Tami and Bubu Peni ( grandmother Tami, grandfather Peni) Bel blo mi pen half a teaspoon of salt, half a teaspoon of sugar Bel blo mi pen kerosine and flicker follow Bel blo mi pen forest and twilight, unfamiliar Bel blo mi pen heshen bag, dirt, hole, diarrhea Bel blo mi pen she whistles softly, kicking earth Bel blo mi pen The sound of you are not alone Bel blo mi pen never felt so at home Bel blo mi pen photo, me as baby and her sitting on the floor Bel blo mi pen never will another cushion Bel blo mi pen I wept at the airport after only 5 days Bel blo mi pen Years later when she passes Bel blo mi pen she visits me behind my eyes Bel blo mi pen another year passes, a disguise Bel blo mi pen Tami born in Melbourne niece, surprise Bel blo mi pen A moment living, never dies A woman heard a small girls cries. Alone, without her own mothers eyes.

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When I see myself through those eyes so long ago. A fuzzy little *** toy You threw me to and fro. You fooled me and you fed me Like a dolly I would sit Ashamed now looking back A silly trusting trick.

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Sep 1, 2012

Sep 1, 2012 at 5:22 AM UTC

Inside Shame

When I see myself through those eyes so long ago. A fuzzy little *** toy You threw me to and fro. You fooled me and you fed me Like a dolly I would sit Ashamed now looking back A silly trusting trick.

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I'm sorry for taking things to the extreme. I'm sorry for answering your pain with a scream. I'm sorry for tearing your delicate seam, only to patch it over with a sun beam, with agreements and warmth all the cherries and cream. I love you my Ben, you with your logic, your concrete, i lean..................

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Jun 17, 2012

Jun 17, 2012 at 8:45 AM UTC

apology

I'm sorry for taking things to the extreme. I'm sorry for answering your pain with a scream. I'm sorry for tearing your delicate seam, only to patch it over with a sun beam, with agreements and warmth all the cherries and cream. I love you my Ben, you with your logic, your concrete, i lean..................

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When there is nothing to do. I think of you. When I'm down on the ground, no lift in me, I think of you, a tall strong tree, lay down with me, you stop for free. You thought of me. I wonder if I chopped you down, or did you lay your branch your leaves to hear the sound of my tears drip. They drop. In the forest, lost. My land is sand, sift, dried from past jealousy.

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Jun 17, 2012

Jun 17, 2012 at 2:46 AM UTC

Untitled

When there is nothing to do. I think of you. When I'm down on the ground, no lift in me, I think of you, a tall strong tree, lay down with me, you stop for free. You thought of me. I wonder if I chopped you down, or did you lay your branch your leaves to hear the sound of my tears drip. They drop. In the forest, lost. My land is sand, sift, dried from past jealousy.

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Today my eyes sting, last night they focused on you through the end of a sewing needle threading fine connection mending your loose button, taking up that hem.

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Jun 16, 2012

Jun 16, 2012 at 7:37 AM UTC

Sewed into you

Today my eyes sting, last night they focused on you through the end of a sewing needle threading fine connection mending your loose button, taking up that hem.

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Went to bed with lipstick on White pillow no more When I wake in the morning, does it tell it, my score? Anxious secrets spoken in my sleep A closed door Smears of stories, sleep talking Marked Drool and rouge Tells it raw. My eye liner Pressed the cushion What you see the next day All my visions in my dreams Black lines there I lay Open door to the soul The days makeup Accidental display Oh Ella baby She gives it away The marks say she loves him. He is. No worries for the rest of your day.

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Jun 16, 2012

Jun 16, 2012 at 7:35 AM UTC

mascara story

Went to bed with lipstick on White pillow no more When I wake in the morning, does it tell it, my score? Anxious secrets spoken in my sleep A closed door Smears of stories, sleep talking Marked Drool and rouge Tells it raw. My eye liner Pressed the cushion What you see the next day All my visions in my dreams Black lines there I lay Open door to the soul The days makeup Accidental display Oh Ella baby She gives it away The marks say she loves him. He is. No worries for the rest of your day.

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I woke up thismorning and I screamed,"I'm awake!" I'm happy, I'm alive, I have love, I'm real,I'm not fake! I laughed and I spun, I jumped and I run, I held my own hand and headed out in the sun! Today I'm on a mission, to go fishin, smile about a boy I'll be kissin, I'm gatherin up hope, to give the good world a poke, Cos I have no shame being proud of my name, I love my mum Elvie, she radiates great, My dad Alan's the man, he's so selfless and grand, Will's the true wise one, he knows how he feels Then there's Allan Mana who's major, he's offspring could fill up a football field, And Peter Rowe, he's our big bro and we do love him so :) [:)] Then there's me, I'm the small one, but only in stature, Mess with my family and I'll give you a fracture ;) [;)] My friends are amazing! Yes they are the best, They love me when I'm evil and when I'm in jest! And how about Grandma? She's doin okay, she turns 90 this year, still as bright as a sun shiny day, I tell her my secrets, without any regret, As much as I trust her, I know she'll forget! But back to my joy, my happiness for life! If your feeling struggle or trouble or strife, Just open your eyes and scream your awake! Tell everyone you love them, And I promise, with out hesitation, come on quicken your pace, It will come back to you like a sweet smack in the face......

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Jun 16, 2012

Jun 16, 2012 at 7:34 AM UTC

Im awake

I woke up thismorning and I screamed,"I'm awake!" I'm happy, I'm alive, I have love, I'm real,I'm not fake! I laughed and I spun, I jumped and I run, I held my own hand and headed out in the sun! Today I'm on a mission, to go fishin, smile about a boy I'll be kissin, I'm gatherin up hope, to give the good world a poke, Cos I have no shame being proud of my name, I love my mum Elvie, she radiates great, My dad Alan's the man, he's so selfless and grand, Will's the true wise one, he knows how he feels Then there's Allan Mana who's major, he's offspring could fill up a football field, And Peter Rowe, he's our big bro and we do love him so :) [:)] Then there's me, I'm the small one, but only in stature, Mess with my family and I'll give you a fracture ;) [;)] My friends are amazing! Yes they are the best, They love me when I'm evil and when I'm in jest! And how about Grandma? She's doin okay, she turns 90 this year, still as bright as a sun shiny day, I tell her my secrets, without any regret, As much as I trust her, I know she'll forget! But back to my joy, my happiness for life! If your feeling struggle or trouble or strife, Just open your eyes and scream your awake! Tell everyone you love them, And I promise, with out hesitation, come on quicken your pace, It will come back to you like a sweet smack in the face......

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Even when I'm spent, I sprint to you. Your sleeping in the sun, I shade you. When your not so fun, I clown or cry for you, A smile on your face, I shape to fill the space for you. We're far from oxymoron, Not alone together, a dull shine or honest liars Pair bonding in oxytocin Ice my fingers, then you blow'n Them, cool my body, Adds to grow on, The passion we two flow from.

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Jun 16, 2012

Jun 16, 2012 at 7:33 AM UTC

Spent

Even when I'm spent, I sprint to you. Your sleeping in the sun, I shade you. When your not so fun, I clown or cry for you, A smile on your face, I shape to fill the space for you. We're far from oxymoron, Not alone together, a dull shine or honest liars Pair bonding in oxytocin Ice my fingers, then you blow'n Them, cool my body, Adds to grow on, The passion we two flow from.

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So, I'm a little embarrassed, however ashamed I might feel, here goes.......: Upon hearing from a text message from my brother that you were engaged, I burst into tears, texted my best friend, cried a little more. It was strange. And then got on with my busy day. I then came to a complete stop only to realize that this news was plaguing my mind, I had to know the truth. So I sent you that email, hoping you would reply. The email was completely genuine. I then still felt like a crazy person....... So I called my brothers girlfriend, found out his username and password, hacked into his account, stalked your fb page and realized it was a hoax, felt further emotional confusion, idiotic, potentially psychopathic. Singed out. Had to tell you. I'm glad its not true. However, if it were, I would accept it, not that that even freaking matters. I have an odd attachment to you that I hope will soon leave me. It is painful and odd. I had been crying over you for the last 3 days. So hearing the news startled me. I have moved on in reality from you, however, emotionally, I have not. I am pleased to hear you have a lady. I'm a **** wit.

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Jun 16, 2012

Jun 16, 2012 at 7:30 AM UTC

The engagement.

So, I'm a little embarrassed, however ashamed I might feel, here goes.......: Upon hearing from a text message from my brother that you were engaged, I burst into tears, texted my best friend, cried a little more. It was strange. And then got on with my busy day. I then came to a complete stop only to realize that this news was plaguing my mind, I had to know the truth. So I sent you that email, hoping you would reply. The email was completely genuine. I then still felt like a crazy person....... So I called my brothers girlfriend, found out his username and password, hacked into his account, stalked your fb page and realized it was a hoax, felt further emotional confusion, idiotic, potentially psychopathic. Singed out. Had to tell you. I'm glad its not true. However, if it were, I would accept it, not that that even freaking matters. I have an odd attachment to you that I hope will soon leave me. It is painful and odd. I had been crying over you for the last 3 days. So hearing the news startled me. I have moved on in reality from you, however, emotionally, I have not. I am pleased to hear you have a lady. I'm a **** wit.

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