I am a master of goodbyes
Black and whites
Nobody is at fault
Alone
I draw my lines
Define my boundaries
Is this better?
Sober
I can feel it all now
It hurts and crashes into my soul
Empty
I am hollow
The past echoes inside me
A walking heartbreak
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 6:28 PM UTC
Digging deep
Pulling me out of myself
Chipping away the layers
I've been lost and found
Round and round I went
Until in the light of the sinking sun
I saw you glow and felt alive
I'm awake now
I've missed you all along
You are the answer to many wishes upon candles and stars
Patiently I've mastered the fear of saying yes
After wandering and wasting in this world solo
There I suddenly was
At home in your gaze
The victory dance kind of kiss
Swimmingly I floated in the door
Slept soundly with thoughts of you
Lips vibrating
Soul joyous
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 10:29 PM UTC
Flowing in my veins
Your electric smile
Awakens my soul
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 11:05 PM UTC
Hello old soul
The golden light hurts your weary eyes
Familiar but longtime unseen
Leaving that cave of sadness
You recite your fables and
Storybooks of broken hearts
Formulaic and adorned with tattered pages
And nobody wants to hear them anymore
Go on brave wonder
Rewrite your story
Create new glory
Are you dizzy yet?
Circling back around to the start
Press play instead of restart
Use the extra life that you have
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
Inching closer
An explosion of beauty
She waits
She writes
For him
A man without a face
Who will one day see her grace
Beyond the broken pieces
And love her
Fearlessly
Completely
Endlessly
He is not the glue
He is the glaze
A watched kettle never boils
Dream on dream lover
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 3:09 PM UTC
A dreamer I perch in the clouds
Brought back to earth with
That one song that hits home
And my throat is getting sore
From swallowing the loss
Of everyday without you
My head is becoming tired
Of its different gravities
Heavy and light
My hands are becoming stiff
Grasping on to the memories
Holding onto the hope
The nostalgia is too much
More bitter than sweet
This goodbye is everlasting
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 3:01 PM UTC
In clean cut lines
Organized chaos
I am not ahead or behind
I walk aside you
Melt alongside you
As your love penetrates
My carefully guarded fortress
Embracing me you disengage
My escape plans
I am learning
To accept all the exceptions
Not get lost in the misdirection
Loving all of me, you smile
I am home now
In this sweet embrace
Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 11:02 PM UTC
fading, slipping away
you
missing, craving still only you
smiling secretly to myself,
with the one you love
the memories
still sweet like ice cream
the amber glow on the ceiling
still fresh in my mind
your lips damp like the air that day
still tickle down my spine
rushing my exisitence,
and in the depths of my soul
days now go by
Head still above water
I sit here and wonder why i am
stuck hopelessly in this wave
i am entwined
the way your limbs wrapped around mine
empty bags, once packed stare me down
the smell of the sea fades away with time
take away this melancholy,
Make it easy to breathe
holding on and letting go simulataneously
Hoping to land on soft ground
carving new paths
Your presence still with me
In glimpses of deja vus
THis city so full of people
But remains empty of you
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 3:42 PM UTC
You drown your own bravery
Before it has a chance to rise
You lie sad and restless
Unable to close your eyes
Your voice waivers, trying to trick me
You lie in slurs, unable to disguise
You are a fiction of my hopeful imagination
And were never really there at all
Now you find yourself as you have before
Standing in fizzy solitude
Dreams of better days lie crumpled on the floor
You are an amber shadow
I don't love you anymore
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 2:35 AM UTC
Just like that, stolen from me
Time, the elusive criminal
The glimmer in your emerald eyes
Stood still that day
Once brimming with tear filled pride
My heart is now ripped into 2 pieces
Yet cushioned by the memories
Of the way you loved me
And it swells with the way
That I still love you
Our Sunday songs crash into me
Fill my yearning soul
And oh we would dance
My feet upon yours
Your stories of the big beautiful world
It was hard to believe there was anything more beautiful than the world you built for me
With your weathered, strong hands
Hardened by ambition
But not soft like your heart
The missing is deep now.
Material reminders may be out of sight
But you my sweet father, will never be out of mind
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 2:00 AM UTC