Crying seems like a waste of time to me
yet I cry all the time
because I am a waste of time
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 11:23 AM UTC
As I pick you up from the airport, I don't feel a thing
As I lie down next to you, I don't feel a thing
As you take my hand in yours, I don't feel a thing
As you say "I love you", I feel a slight guilt.
When I first met you, it wasn't love at first sight,
yet you intrigued me in a way that kept me going,
a couple months later I thought I had fallen,
now seven months later I don't feel anything at all.
As I look through our pictures together, I don't feel a thing
As I kissed another boy at the party last night, I don't feel a thing
As I think of you with another girl, I don't feel a thing
As you say "be safe", I feel a slight guilt
Yet I still can't get myself to break up with you, because in that moment, I know I'll feel everything...
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 11:18 AM UTC
Here is a sad little poem
for our sad little love story.
We felt the lust linger on our lips, yet the love etiolated from our hearts, and we were left with a feeling of brokenness inside.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 5:14 PM UTC
I want to be skinny
I want to fit in
I want to have blue eyes
and clear perfect skin
I want to hear my voice
without regret
I want to share this love
with someone I'll probably forget
I want to feel the pain
I want to tear my skin
to bruise and bite every inch
I want to feel the numb
and stop the pain
I want to eat and smile
maybe just be a little
happy again
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 4:34 AM UTC
A mirror and a hand
He didn't need a second glance
He lifted it up
Ignoring the small cuts
He smashed himself
He smashed his life
He took a piece up
Ruined his own eye
Screamed like a maniac
Took him to his eye
Blood started dripping
Oh his poor life
Over to the dresser
Over to the pain
He found himself a shaver
A blade for all his rage
A slice for every time he lied
One for all his lonely cries
He slashed and slashed
Left to right
Again and again
Then a time down
To really ease the pain
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 1:38 PM UTC
Mommy
Please don't fight
Daddy didn't give you the right
Daddy
Please don't speak
You don't have time to preach
Sister
Please don't cry
I'm right in front of your eyes
Uncle
Please don't fall
You might need to crawl
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 1:02 PM UTC
1... cut
2... cuts
3... cuts
4...
I really just don't care anymore
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 2:02 PM UTC
Can you remember
When you would lay by my side
The time would fly by
What felt like forever
You would look at me
And say those words
Those words that hurt
hurt more than dirt
The time would fly be, Again,
But this time not forever
Couse never is forever
And forever is never
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 10:20 AM UTC
Go away!
Don't look at me
I'm mad
Not sad
Don't touch me
What are you doing
I said don't touch me!
Stay away!
I'm not worth it
I'm weird
No!!
I'm a freak!!
Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 12:00 PM UTC