Oh, Sunrise and Sunset!
He is very close
In such a way that is far
Made of the same substance
Will time matter so much?
For like the nun’s and their piety
I have devotion, do you?
He could paint my lips red –
Color that the sunrise bled
And an orange fog
Thus, I’ll be not as dark
Tonight, we will not meet!
Alas, the sunrise is haunted
He is surrounded by eyes –
Once closed after sunset
Like a sprite hiding in a Lilly
I hide for the sunrise
An inevitable loss
Dec 13, 2022
Dec 13, 2022 at 9:17 PM UTC
Cease, oh, cease thou foul play
that words sickly and sweet fell
And his hazel eyes, loving like sunrise on a cold day,
Colors that will mislead and mix into gray;
But our lips come together to keep us sane,
Sealing an unknown, maybe in vain
Moan, oh, moan in sorrow
Which thy stone heart cracks a slight,
On to the next stone for hope of tomorrow
It is her duty to mend not borrow;
But first think of him in kind
Lust will one day leave us blind
Nov 21, 2022
Nov 21, 2022 at 1:17 PM UTC
It all started when I was seven after making a decision to eat eight apples with the core
It made me weak and my stomach lurch, leading ultimately to ***** all over the floor
That urge showed up again not long after when I decided to runaway alone
I got picked up and brought to a place that one could call a dead zone
If I had any sense it was lost tens years past
My life is simple, until it’s not and then it’s a nice contrast
If I spill beet juice on the sheets it turns into mess that wounds his heart
When he bleeds on the sheets it doesn't resemble the juice, and a mess is now art
It all started with a knife and an apple to slice, a waiting voice to persuade
My stomach churned while the hand twitched causing me to miss, but he met my blade
Such a sweet fruit
Such a sweet life
Will it stain my knife?
Jan 21, 2022
Jan 21, 2022 at 10:10 AM UTC
Tears choked back, held in, and were locked deep inside
Chest cavity opened to an emptiness that couldn't subside
Slippery oil dark and thick took its root in my core
A sickness of the pain that I couldn't hold in anymore
It leaked out like dark thoughts into my gut and made me nauseous
If I had know the results of my control I would have been more cautious
Cautious in the way of never letting go and hiding behind the lie
I would have lived more in a way of freedom and flying high
Instead of quick sand always making me sink and crawl
I would have picked a cliff with a beautiful waterfall
When my body would fall forward my soul would be wiped clean
At least I know I would've died to a wonderful scene
Jan 16, 2022
Jan 16, 2022 at 8:26 AM UTC
The moth headed toward the sun
I watched him silently for a little fun
I had thought maybe if I muted the light
Then his death wouldn't be in my line of sight
I thought that maybe I could capture him then
he wouldn't burn in this world so full of sun and sin
I continued to dream and watch the creature fly in a haste
He bled out luck and gave it away, I was tempted for a taste
I was so tempted to form a prison for him in my hands, hoping
to live a life with one so lucky for others but so unlucky with no way of coping
I reached out to to touch the white wing, only for it to turn to dust upon my caress
were we not meant to be, or was the sun in my heart too much or too less?
So addicted we were, light and a plain moth that couldn't resist the flame
I wonder if I was too hot for the man, or maybe the all pain inside of me was too much of a shame
The moth was headed toward the sun but dispersed before he could truly appreciate its love
I was fire and tried to capture him, but I have always burned when push comes to shove.
Jan 15, 2022
Jan 15, 2022 at 9:40 PM UTC
I had a dream where you didn't leave
Held you close, tight, right next to me
Your eyes did shine and my heart wasn't sore
Looking at me with love like you did before
Told me you'd be here till the end of time
Kissing you close not recognizing a lie
Go
Just go
Fade away like this dream
Nothing is ever what it seems
We will never be
When I wake reality is harsh to a dreamer
Dose of cold air delivered by a schemer
Showed me the side of him that made me fall
Left me with the side of him he never showed at all
Though he's gone, he stays
Showing up in my dreams day after day
Go
Just go
Fade away from my mind
If only I could turn back time
Then you'd be mine
I need you gone, need you to leave
For once I just beg for peace
Stop smiling at me at night
Just stop making my heart want something that isn't right
It's unhealthy to ache for something that can't be fixed
Tired of missing someone that shouldn't be missed
So go
Please go
Fade away from my heart
I can't take this constant reminder that we are apart
I need a new start
Jan 6, 2022
Jan 6, 2022 at 10:17 PM UTC
Limbs stretch out and droop downwards in warning
The wind whistles and shrieks in a desperate yearning
Leaves are hiding in the dirt
The earth seems to always fall short
Humanity is taking without a sound
Knees are padded by the wet ground
The dirt under bare feet is a red sand
It burns in my cracked hands
Seeping through my hold like a useless thought
I was thankful for the chaos the rain brought
Droplets hits the impenetrable dirt and still remain on the surface
I am nothing but stillness on my knees waiting to drown, accepting my life purpose
I once loved a willow tree so full life
She died waiting for me, and my love was a knife
I took all that was offered; I stripped her of her clothing
I thought for sure my love would fill her with loathing
Her limbs lost it's skin and twisted in sadness
But my willow did not leave me alone in my madness
So selfless my dead willow is on this dying land
She gives and gives to this broken man
Giving it all to my begging body and empty word
Save me when the water gets to high and my begs are no longer heard
Dec 26, 2021
Dec 26, 2021 at 10:39 PM UTC
Squeezing and contracting
Breathing and relaxing
Slap me hard so my eyes open wide
If your mouth is so big, in who do I confide?
Something about our encounter is disturbing
Ripping and tearing
Eating and sharing
My heart is fatty, so don't enjoy it too much
If your incisors are pointy, how do I touch?
My disappearance will surely be preturbing
Screaming and moaning
Digging and burning
The match is wet, find a new way to light me
This grave is too shallow, won't they see?
Will I be indebted to you in death?
Stuttering and silence
Running and violence
Burning body is thin and kneeling before him
On my knees like a good girl, is this a sin?
Hangman loves to steal my breath
Dec 24, 2021
Dec 24, 2021 at 11:20 AM UTC
Today I gazed upon nature with closed eyes
I discovered where true happiness lies
The gentle rustle of a soft breeze
How the critters taunt and tease
My tense body wanted to realx and be brave
To become as at peace and as still as the trees is something I crave
Dec 18, 2021
Dec 18, 2021 at 7:19 AM UTC
