i'm trying
to let go of my fear of losing
i'm trying
to stop calculating
who messages first, who's turn it is to talk, how much of myself i can reveal to you
i am failing
but you never stop looking at me like i'm your world
what did i do to deserve you?
was it the dozens of past relationship where i felt inferior?
when the only reason they stayed was because of the lines of my face?
you told me that you watched me from afar
captivated
i don't understand
but i love you
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 3:36 PM UTC
you know my secret desires
but do you understand ?
i want you to flay me with your words
completely break me down
and then put me together again afterward
i will gleefully be your **** your ***** your nothing
please use me until the only thing i am is yours
oh how i dream of you filling me up sometimes where others can see
of you bringing me to pleasure merely by words and your detachable stick
of me riding you while you call me nasty things
these are all the things i want and more
but most of all i dream of my first time with you
of you finally in me, ******* me
of me crying from how good it feels to finally have you in me
o, darling
please
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 3:22 PM UTC
it’s so silly
how much i want you to touch me in public
to stroke my hair
touch my back
when you do it i can’t contain my happiness
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 3:17 PM UTC
O, lover
On those nights (in the cool blue glow)
I feel like I am dreaming
I feel like Julia Roberts and that any time I will hear the shout
“Cut!”
but it never comes
as i skate across your soft skin
i wonder when this will end
when will the bright sunlight disturb our blue-tinted cave
but then i see you r face
and all thoughts cease
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
Her eyes could change the tides
with their blue-green ferocity
the intent behind them
could open a door to a whole new world
her lips form the deepest confessions
that my ears will always closely listen to
O, darling
how i long to wrap myself inside you
to have you curled inside me
if only
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
Abusive boy!
I gave you my melody!
I bore you
but you already appeared
You are not the trophy, you are not the prize
you are one ride i will go on
but never will remember
I swear to you
Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 4:42 PM UTC
Hips sway and lips lie
Yeah. you've got me
Wide (alive)
No, I won't call you baby
I got your account
And you like me just the way I'm not
I fought it for a long time now
said she needs to run away -- Lost
My ship went down
3 pm on my feet and staggering
Manage me (I'm a mess)
lost in empty cushions
my mistake so predictable (I’ve danced - )
From the get-go I knew this was (solid to hold)
Baby, don't yell
Say goodbye to the halls and the classes
appear! champagne!
Make a wish on our apology
Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 4:25 PM UTC