Mysterious freckles of icy snow, brings in the fest of joyous rites.
Gust of winds as they pass you by, sheds away the frosty life.
Warmth of heart is all one need, to welcome the spring by thawing that ice.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 1:45 AM UTC
One cannot fathom the true demise, unless they walk the path with swollen eyes.
No one wants to be sad, but what could be done if the world cast them aside.
One has to give in to his mind, for the thoughts that leak continue to terrorise.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 1:42 AM UTC
It's said that the longer you try to keep something away, the deeper it's impression has on you. I fell even harder this time. I wasn't sure if this was love or guilt, it kept me at bay - it felt the same.
The first day i ever loved her, must have been or perhaps should have been the day i cherish the most; instead, it became the day that trips me over and shoves me deep into a pit of sorrow and guilt. I can't seem to get out of it. I hurt the only love of my life.
Call me depressed, maniac or just a socially awkward **** it doesn't matter, the day i made her cry all over again, caused her pain - I became all of it.
Not only did I deprive her of all the happiness and laughter she deserved, but I also filled her with doubt, distress and hatred. I birthed Pain which cripled me with anxiety and hopelessness. As a parent it should have been my duty to look after her, but my anguished soul abandoned her. I didn't dare think about how it must have terrorised her, yet when I look at her, seeking mercy, I see her pretty face, scarred by my pathetic self: laughing, hiding too much behind that pretty smile.
If only I could make her happy. If only I could look after her without fragmenting her soul even more.
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 7:11 AM UTC
What's worse?
Missing someone and
still not being able
to talk to them
Not because you
can't, but because
both are dangling
from a weak thread
A bit of more stress
to it would shred it
away
Maybe it's something
that I want - I'd
rather die once and
for all, and not die
a little every time I
contemplate things
in my mind..
But I can't have it
either, whilst all I
could do was put up
a charade - smile
and shut my mind
off.
Aug 15, 2019
Aug 15, 2019 at 1:14 PM UTC
Took on a bold move,
To conquer all realms.
It was naive,
To beleive that it would suffice.
Ventured out conquering all that was left,
Only to lose what once was mine.
I was shattered,
for everything that was tethered Fell Apart.
Fell Apart into an abyss
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 5:45 AM UTC
Oh you lady, you glanced at my sight,
The might of your stare shook my stride.
A glance that my eyes craved for,
A glance that opened the window to the soul.
Way too shattering,
Yet ecstatic.
Oh you lady, you spoke in my mind,
The words that filled up my life.
A speech that sparked the light,
A speech that left me with troublesome nights.
Way too engulfing,
Yet enlightening.
Oh you lady, you touched my heart,
Left a lingering subtleness of your palm.
A touch that my heart longed for,
A touch that made it who it was.
Way too provoking,
Yet calming at par.
Oh you lady, you clasped your heart onto mine,
Showed me what love is which no one else could find.
A firmly tied thread through which I dangled,
Reality and serenity cast me into a fight.
Way too catastrophic outside,
Yet all gentle inside.
Love in my eyes,
Liveliness in yours.
Fathomless trust of yours,
My dauntless promise to be by your side.
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 1:06 PM UTC